Ol I just
ass nikkas....
Real talk though, I just think about how letting it go, allowed me to grow. How I wasn't ready to settle down, not because I still wanted to sleep around, but more so, getting serious to the point of having a child and planting roots. My current girl told me the other day, that she thought she was pregnant and all that raced through my mind, was like damn, I ain't ready for this shyt, My life is over. Because the second that happens, your world turns into kids world, or the families world. When in reality I still need another 5-6 years under my belt to establish some things....
Side note: I saw an ex that did me dirty as a teenager, and never felt anything

She even begged for me to take her back
