You sound like me last year, except for waiting years. You're probably exaggerating, but I can't do it.
You right on mostly everything you state, until you meet a real one. Out of all those chicks, you probably don't have one you really really feeling. I was just like you, player for life. The chicks i really like wasn't acting right or I didn't trust.
My new girl has come into my life and flipped me upside down. Cooks, cleans, washes my clothes, don't complain, very sweet, doesnt nag. I'll laying in her bed right now as I type this while she at work. She does it all. I don't have time to even think about messing around if i wanted to.
I use to ripping and running, going out all the time. Now if my girl is like, stay home with me tonight. I can't turn her down. She's so sweet and nice it's hard to tell her no. You're going to find one that's going to shake your playa shyt.