NoChillJones
Banned
Thinking about killing people on a daily basis is NOT NORMAL BREH. Don't chalk that shyt up to being a man. You got some ill shyt going on in your life that's making you have these thoughts.
How Often Do You Think About Killing Someone?
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Thinking about killing people on a daily basis is NOT NORMAL BREH. Don't chalk that shyt up to being a man. You got some ill shyt going on in your life that's making you have these thoughts.
You're projecting.
You? Daily? Don't remember saying the OP was about me or that I thought about killing people daily.
Do you have experience in this subject? Why do you feel it's not normal for you to think about violence?
NoChillJones
Banned
Violence...slapping a bytch that has unecessary attitude...even running a car off the road that may cut me off...but blantly just killing a muthafukka...frequent thoughts daily..nah breh....
What's the difference? You feel like the degree of morality is higher for harming a broad or potentially killing someone via vehicle? Isn't that merely a passive-aggressive way of expressing the same thought process?
NoChillJones
Banned
I said a bytch..male or female...and no its not...because I dont sit around thinking...about getting away with murder nikka
Thinking of it and thinking about it (dwelling) are too different things.
Running someone off the road can cause death. So you will want to kill someone in the moment but not if you're in a "calm" state?
It's just not mature appropriate behavior, and any level-headed person will judge. So it's mostly shame I feel , but that's painful enough.
I very conceited and self-centered, so I don't feel regular guilt, bu eventually I feel like i'm not getting any better, acting out violently is a setback. The consequences suck. I threaten people a lot too and always confrontational and ready to fight. No patience and short fuse.
I'm actually not doing so good right now. I don't know what i'm gonna do. Feel like This next time I'm losing my freedom. My therapist and psychiatrist are horrible. And I do 12-step meetings, but that's not to address issues. My issues are what make me violent. 12 step fellowships ive been staying away from because I beat up on those people too. Just too myself too much, which really is the worst thing to do right now.
I don't know, now that I'm clean for a while and I am stable, bout to just find a religion that works, and leave all this shyt behind. don't think I need these meds forever. I am fed up with this 12-step nonsense. I met a few people who are helpful there, but I've been making meetigns for 6 years, and i never really liked them.
Crayola Coyote
Superstar
Wonder how it would be like to take a white life once in a while.. I mean they never hesitate to take a black life 
AntLive1981
All Star
Never. I'd only kill to save my own life or a loved one's life.
You're ashamed because other people told you it was wrong. If not for that, you would be fine with your thoughts. Why is acting out violently a set back? Having fighting spirit is something that makes you feel guilty?
Fear of consequence is what drives our actions the most, not morality.
Have you ever tried a physical resolution? Boxing or MMA training?
Therein lies your problem. You don't like doing it in the first place. If your heart isn't in it, how is it going to help you?
Justifiable killing within the "rules".
ThaRealness
Superstar
I just thought about killing someone, and then I thought about jumping out the window. Didn't bother me in the slightest. Im still having a wonderful day
I got Pure O OCD though, my subconscious mind will come up with all types of twisted scenarios to throw my rhythm off
Primarily obsessional obsessive compulsive disorder - Wikipedia
I just thought about killing someone, and then I thought about jumping out the window. Didn't bother me in the slightest. Im still having a wonderful day
I got Pure O OCD though, my subconscious mind will come up with all types of twisted scenarios to throw my rhythm off
Primarily obsessional obsessive compulsive disorder - Wikipedia
It's a setback when I'm in jail, psych ward, or free, but have court appearances. It just aint that deep, but it feels that way at times.Those physical altercations and threats are not who i am, what I believe in, or how I was raised. But I go there on occasions. If I'm fighting for bullshyt, it's not anything of the spirit. I'v tried to address this issue for years.
I recently got kicked out of college, and that's really hard to do unless you're caught selling heavy drugs.
The problem is Addiction, and drugs are only a symptoms. The disease separates me from they're help. the disease tells me I don't have a disease and all kinds of negative stuff in general. It's tough work to live psychically and mentally clean. The whole spirituality thing I don't really get though.
i was told not to box, you taking head shots for no reason. not really discipline like that anywayz, but I should pick the gym or yoga quick. I have excess energy. Just started learning electric bass again as a distraction and mental stimulation.
I just thought about killing someone, and then I thought about jumping out the window. Didn't bother me in the slightest. Im still having a wonderful day
I got Pure O OCD though, my subconscious mind will come up with all types of twisted scenarios to throw my rhythm off
Primarily obsessional obsessive compulsive disorder - Wikipedia
I stay wanting to run into traffic or jump off this terrace. Like everyday, I'm like whatever I know I won't do it.