How old were you when you realized....

[Amestafuu (Emeritus)]

getting touched innapropriately as a child is woat. that sinking feeling in your stomach will never be forgotten.

I'll never be about someone especially kids being afraid to come out and say what someone is doing to them. that shame can seal a mouth shut, especially same sex molestation. what happened to me wasnt life altering bad but ive never even hinted to someone in real life that something like that happened to me and I never will.

You can't hide it forever... Eventually it comes out

Trust me

 

[Nick Barnes]

 

[Vandelay]

Various times in my life. I mean it comes and goes. Ultimately the universe is a cold place.

I had a cousin who made me fight other kids when I was 6 and all the old heads would bet money on us.

When I was 9 my mom told me if she didn't wake up in the morning to call the cops. She spent six months in a mental health hospital.

Never had my father in my life. Never talked to him once. When I was 12 Got blessed with my mom finding someone in her life, and him viewing me as his son. He died of liver cancer when I was 15. Saw him take his last breaths and everything. Collapsed and fell on his way to the bathroom.

Much more too. But you kinda get numb to it all.

 

[Texasdymond]

I remember getting my first beating from my dad at age 8. He beat me till I peed in the bed. He beat me all through out elementary, middle school, and high school. Neighbors knew about it, mom knew, I had scars. But nobody did anything to help me.

I later learned he was beat by his mom his entire childhood. Nobody helped by him either.

I've had my share of depression and happiness in this life. God is still good to me.

 

[AllHolosEve]

I was born in the Darkness...

This... came up under drug dealers, addicts, abusive men, manipulative women, gang members, ignorance, money is God, etc.... hood shyt...

My perception was always dark, its how I got my nickname... My light came from my kids...

 

[BaggerofTea]

Out of the womb

 

[Pinyapplesuckas]

20s when my hairline said bye bye and i also noticed how fukked up my childhood really was

 

[Lost His Smile]

3 benzo withdrawals cold turkey.

The shyt I would hear during the day and the night terrors.

 

[Ol’Otis]

At the age of 8 when some older nikka around 12 years old clapped me in the jaw because he was jealous the ladies loved me.

This is around the time when my parents was like we can't raise this kid being around hood nikkas he gonna grow up to be violent buffoons just like them.

Granted they enrolled me in Karate or what not so I could defend against older kids but the mentality is the real problem. Think about what nikka I would grow up to be if I'm accustomed to fist fighting daily on the regular basis in the hood.

No way I could make big dollar bills. If you grow up accustomed to solving every problem with physical altercation instead of your mind there's no way you can compete with these intellectual Asians and CACs.

Again - It's not about the fight itself it's about the mentality. I highly encourage to enroll your kid in martial arts, self-control most definitely leads to higher income and quality of life.

And yall nay sayers can call me a bytch ass nikka all you want that's why you broke

You're absolutely right
You can't always solve problems with physical force

 

[Knicksman20]

At 11 when I saw my first dead body

Same age as me when I saw one of my friends catch a stray bullet. Could've easily been me

 

[Knicksman20]

Lost my grandma in 2009. I was 19. First time experiencing death changes you forever.

Lost mine 2002 Thanksgiving day. Fuked us all up

 

[DarkHorse23]

oh and dissecting my first human corpses at 22 was tough shyt. 38 years old- young af and never imagined that one day some inexperienced kids would be poking and chopping on her dead body. The body without the soul is just like a peanut shell

I really wish you would've kept that information to yourself. That's going be all of us one day, but hey hopefully my hair will be grey but freshly cut and my goatee lined up immaculately for my autopsy

 

[Phoenix_Knightly23]

I really wish you would've kept that information to yourself. That's going be all of us one day, but hey hopefully my hair will be grey but freshly cut and my goatee lined up immaculately for my autopsy

That's the crazy part man there's no escaping it. Be in now while we're young or years down the line when we're old af..everybody on the coli gon die and there's nothing we can do about it we can only hope that when death does strike it won't be broadcasted for the Internet to gawk at..

 

[Kobes Two Jerseys]

At 18. I got pregnant, kicked off of mom and dad's insurance, and given a date in which I needed to move out of their home.

There hasn't been an "easy" day since....

Thats fukked up. Do your parents talk to you now?

 

[Boujee Bonita Braxton]

Thats fukked up. Do your parents talk to you now?

Yes. They even took me and my son in about 2 years later for a few months when me and my children's father broke up.

I think it was more of them trying to give me that push and know that they weren't taking care of me AND a baby. I honestly didn't need it though. They gave me 6 months after the birth of my baby to move out, I moved out in 3 months.