its probably because either of anxiety, as when i did it i got rly anxious and kinda scared when it got intense, or because im not spiritually protected at all
idk if i have low ego maybe, i mean im cocky as hell but deep down maybe, it wouldnt surprise me
Ive only consciously went astral once that i can vividly recall...i saw myself sleeping and i was floating then realized what i was doing then my hands and arms began to glow bright orange matrix type sh!t....i felt like a superhero realizing my infinite potential...then the next moment i was terrified...at the fact that my lower self/ego/demons...might gain control of this great power and that fact scared the bejeezus outta me so i woke myself up....and when i awoke...i saw a dark figure walking away and out the door...
now i cant explain what the dark figure was maybe it was a demon goon coming to take control or what...but yea i havent been able to do that since...i think my fear is blocking the ability....
and when i refer to ego...i mean the darkside within you...which we all have...
" There are quite a few terms for the lower ego. But when I talk about it, I am referring to the physical body that is inhabited by the narrowly focused personality created by the higher self for this lifetime. In many instances the lower ego comes with concrete etheric or energetic barriers that envelop the tendrils or spiritual connections from the 3D body to the higher self or the all-soul of your Spirit. The reason for the lower ego is to enable you to feel and experience the physicality of this life without undue influence on that which you wished to experience.
And this lower ego at times can be so overwhelming that it becomes a war with the wishes of the higher-self. It thinks very differently than the higher-self. It is the raw emotion, the primal urge, the selfish preserver of the body. Neither good nor bad, it is a function of the 3D."