I almost cried tonight 


, the ovation he received when he headed to the tunnel
. Thank you for the memories Kobe 

Damn I didn't even get a tag in the OP
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shyt legit hurt me
Like this month isn't bad enough![]()
I'm named after that guy and can't get a mention. :shrugkobe:

I was writing this under a very tough mental state. I said blame my mind, not my heart.
I don't need this. Not right now brehs.
as far as I'm concerned he was done after he hit those FTs after tearing his achilles.
I love Kobe but the world has moved on. I didn't need to see him like this the last 2 years.


I forgive you just don't let it happen again brehI was writing this under a very tough mental state. I said blame my mind, not my heart.I don't need this. Not right now brehs.

What am I gonna do?
I've been putting a front for the coli like it doesn't bother me or I'm not scared, upset, angry, frustrated. So many emotions that I'm feeling and I thought that if I pretended like it wasn't happening that I wouldn't feel any of those emotions.
But today..... it hit me. It's over. What do I do with my life? Watching Kobe has pushed me to live. Through the ups and down, I've always had Kobe to rely on. I failed a test in HS? Well at least Kobe is playing tonight. Problems at the crib? Well, at least Kobe is playing tonight. My ex girl broke up with me cause I chose to watch Kobe play instead of chillin with her.
I've never felt a death before, well one that was close to me... but this has to be a similar feeling right?
Anyways, I just wanted to write this because I needed to let this out in the open.
I'm going to rely on you guys to comfort me through these tough times... especially my bros:
@houston911 @Nima0614 @Malta @2Quik4UHoes @Broke Wave @charmander @ikbm @Full Measures @Reinscarf @CHICAGO @Brozay @Loose @malcolmxxx_45 @tremonthustler1
sorry if I missed anyone but blame my mind not my heart.

