I've been struggling with this too brotato chip.What am I gonna do?
I've been putting a front for the coli like it doesn't bother me or I'm not scared, upset, angry, frustrated. So many emotions that I'm feeling and I thought that if I pretended like it wasn't happening that I wouldn't feel any of those emotions.
But today..... it hit me. It's over. What do I do with my life? Watching Kobe has pushed me to live. Through the ups and down, I've always had Kobe to rely on. I failed a test in HS? Well at least Kobe is playing tonight. Problems at the crib? Well, at least Kobe is playing tonight. My ex girl broke up with me cause I chose to watch Kobe play instead of chillin with her.
I've never felt a death before, well one that was close to me... but this has to be a similar feeling right?
Anyways, I just wanted to write this because I needed to let this out in the open.
I'm going to rely on you guys to comfort me through these tough times... especially my bros:
@houston911 @Nima0614 @Malta @2Quik4UHoes @Broke Wave @charmander @ikbm @Full Measures @Reinscarf @CHICAGO @Brozay @Loose @malcolmxxx_45 @tremonthustler1
sorry if I missed anyone but blame my mind not my heart.
I've been sacrificing going to the gym just to watch a shytty stream at the crib in hopes of seeing Kobe splash a turnaround just one more time before he leaves. 

seeing goatbe play. I never thought this day would come.
I'm taking my laker rally towel from last chip and hiding my face.
All the buzzer beaters all the highlight shots
Many people don't know that feeling seeing the goat with 5 seconds left and having him drain it. 




heart stopping basketball from the gawd.
How do I move on?

) and witnessed a game winner and the 12 Three's
. I was just a young nikka wit an oversize white Kobe jersey talkin hella shyt to mad drunk Sonics cacs. Also got to watch the '03 team play at the Staples Center against the Wolves with prime KG, Sprewell, and Cassel. A nikka has no complaints. 
You'll survive.


He's beefing with Vanessa Bryant again?How fu*king dare anyone out there make fun of Kobe after all hes has been through.!
He lost his big man, he snapped his Achilles he had three fu*king season ending surgeries.
His owner turned out to be a user, a moron, and now he's going through a custody battle. All you people care about is FG% and getting props off of him.
HE IS A HUMAN! (ah! ooh!) What you dont realize is that The Mamba Bean is making you all this money and all you do is write a bunch of crap about him.
He hasn't performed on the court in years. His gameplan is called give me more for a reason because all you people want is MORE! MORE-MORE, MORE: MORE SHOTS! No one is There to see the rest of that scrub roster!
LEAVE HIM ALONE! You are lucky HE even performed for you b*stardS!
LEAVE KOBE ALONE! ......Please
I LOVE YOU KOBE