I can’t control these urges. Please help.

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I want to buy something but there is nothing to buy. :jbhmm:
i just had the same feeling of emptiness, breh. my money and expensive toys are the only interesting things about me. i have no friends and my family doesn't wanna talk to me cause all i do is flex my possessions. but the coli's always there for me. :smile: full of strangers who i can't have any meaningful connection to, but in reality that's the only type of relationship i can maintain cause of my crippling npd. the loneliness i feel will never be filled with useless collectibles but that won't stop me from descending further into financial ruin for the next one. i live every day thinking that everyone around me wants to be me and wants what i have, but somehow have never understood why i'm completely alone. the endless cycle of a consumer.
 

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i just had the same feeling of emptiness, breh. my money and expensive toys are the only interesting things about me. i have no friends and my family doesn't wanna talk to me cause all i do is flex my possessions. but the coli's always there for me. :smile: full of strangers who i can't have any meaningful connection to, but in reality that's the only type of relationship i can maintain cause of my crippling npd. the loneliness i feel will never be filled with useless collectibles but that won't stop me from descending further into financial ruin for the next one. i live every day thinking that everyone around me wants to be me and wants what i have, but somehow have never understood why i'm completely alone. the endless cycle of a consumer.
Damn. Sorry but I can’t relate.
 

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Youtube the documentary "The Men Who Made Us Spend. It's a three part series. People don't realize we were conditioned to be consumers in literally every aspect of our lives.
 

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Youtube the documentary "The Men Who Made Us Spend. It's a three part series. People don't realize we were conditioned to be consumers in literally every aspect of our lives.
Facts. That’s why I’m so against consumerism and materialism. My hobbies that cost are travel gaming and reading. But if I lived in the area with a better climate, I would be outside walking, hiking biking every day. And photography.
 

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If you wanna buy stuff just to buy it I got a few things I need
 
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