the sex was great.
First time I ever squirted before in my whole life! (i know i know too much info) but damn...the thought just sends me thru the roof!!!
My anxiety has been at an all time high as of late.
I jumped right into a relationship about a month ago.
I accused him of not being honest with me twice at the beginning of the week!
When whole time he was being honest and faithful...
He was going through a bunch of personal issues and instead of me being there for him, i just added onto his issues like a spoiled brat yall!
Although he did accuse me of always going out at night and more than likely talking to other men but I wasnt. Which I promised to him. That was during the first week of us dating.
Then I got to accusing him and shyt once he dipped out on me for a whole week.
It was going well until i let my insecurities get the best of me and I broke it off with him via a text message!!
He didnt respond like i thought he would though, he completely cut my ass off. (starts playin k camp-cut her off)
i called him and left a voicemail plus paragraph long texts with no response. (ether burnt thru my soul slowly)
I have officially fukked up 2 relationships in a matter of one year.....
something is wrong with me.
If he was really feelin me, he wouldnt have ignored me and cut me off just like that!
I called the nikka from a different number and another chick picked up brehs!!!
Thats what I get for rushing into a relationship though brehs...im getting too old for these types of moves and antics.
"blowin up a nikka phone, what i tell ya ass bout that?"
Anything u want, I'm here to make u feel better boowatermelon, lemonade, tropical punch, and strawberry mixed kool aid?
I'm pretty sure hes done with mehe will be back
but seriously tho Marty u need to stay single for a hot sec cos u can't keep dragging this shyt with u its gonna keep fukking up ur life and u cant have that shyt happen
stay single for a while have fun n build urself
then ur ready
yeah i dont want to go into details but he was going thru a bunch of shyt and I was there for him a lot but I wish I was smart enough to put my personal bullshyt on the back burner to ease off the stress for him.Sounds like exactly what I did to my ex
I was going through some stressful shyt and she didn't care, only worried about herself and accusing/blaming me for shyt on top of everything.
She broke it off with me and it was like
You were causing more problems then helping, it was best he cut you off. No time for games when real life is knocking
Like I REPEATEDLY tell you nikkas, insecurities will destroy your relationships. All you had to do was chill
the sex was great.
First time I ever squirted before in my whole life! (i know i know too much info) but damn...the thought just sends me thru the roof!!!
My anxiety has been at an all time high as of late.
which side were u on?
?" Her feelings go from 
to to 
. At that last stage, dude is in complete control. If he wanted you back, he could have you. If he wanted to sex you again, he could and so on; because you're in such needy state of intimacy in regards to him, you'll take anything, just so you could know the past was "real." He may act on your weakened and feeble state or he may not, but the control you had is gone.
world. One minutes elapses, two minutes elapses... "We'll it was kinda long, maybe she's still reading it?" 13 minutes passes before you feel your phone abruptly rattle in your clammy hand. You look at the screen in all haste and all you see is, "K." All control is lost at this moment and mass confusion immediately ensues. "She doesn't care, like, AT ALL?" 
pm ya boythis is exactly what is happening to me...da fukk?He Keyser Soze'd you. If you don't know what a Soze is, it's basically when a female ends a relationship with a dude and feels in "control." In her mind, she ended things on her terms, so she's content with her decision. However, dude takes control back by pulling the "Soze." The Soze when performed correctly can have a maddening affect on women. This is a Soze. Female: "Hey, Klutch2381 I don't think this is going to work." Me: "Okay." And from that point on, I don't answer your calls, I don't text you, nor do I reply to them, I don't respond to emails, I don't show up randomly at your job or school, I'm not your friend on Facebook. One I ceases ALL forms of communication with said female.
The Soze takes monastic commitment to pull off correctly. Slowly, the control she thought she had dissipates as she can't figure out how someone who was so into her, cared for her, or even loved her could so casually and draconially stop dealing with her. "Maybe, he never even cared at all
For men, the Soze is comparable to when you send a lengthy late night text to an ex, embattled girlfriend, etc. after a long day, which concluded with you idiotically listening to 808's and Heartbreak on your drive home. Now, you're in a dimly light room composing a text that emotes all of your deepest feelings and sentiments -- a text unsurpassed in your eyes in meaning, importance, and realness. This is surely your magnus opus of texts. It's your 9th symphony. Your seminal work. And when you press that send button, you know things will never be the same between y'all for better or worse. You clutch your phone like it's the last vestige of humanity; like it is all that is proper in this barbaric and
Editor's note: I've never Soze'd myself, but I've seen it done. Props to Whup from Canestime for coining the term.
