once u become socially isolated u don't give a fukk what is "pathetic" since no one can see u
and yes beating off to porn is pathetic, but pno is a hell of a drug
Please drop porn. As a former porn addict of bout a decade (teen now to early adulthood).
You can walk away from those sites, delete sites you bookmarked, delete the videos and pictures you have downloaded and torrented.
Seeking a relationship with God, praying and reading the bible. Will help so much to not relapse.
Yes we can argue porn is bad because it rewires your brain, sexualizes everything, objectifies women in your daily thoughts, causes anxiety, etc.
The biggest thing is it's just an escape to comfort you, that is very poisonous.
You can do it my brother. Do an Our Father and delete all that crap in one sitting.