I fuxxed up last night....

[stealthbomber]

I haven't been on here that much lately but I gotta tell this to someone yall, my roommate left for home about an hour ago If you don't give a fukk than the exit is right up there.

So I been talking to this girl for a while, lets call her Michelle. We been flirting for a while, texting and calling all the time. She goes to my college so I see her almost every day. Honestly I was borderline friendzoned up until last night, now the futures up in the air.

*I'm still drunk. I'll make it short*

So we're at this party last night and we got fukkedddd up. Smoking and drinking (I almost thizzed ). We kept going up to the bathroom and she was bringing me outside talking. I'm like I'm done talking let's make it happen but whatever I'll wait it out and go for it when the time is right.

But this party was sloppy as fukk. We'd go up to the bathroom and my other drunk friend let's call her Gina, came up crying about some dude who WASN'T EVEN AT THE PARTY we had to talk her off the cliff TWICE.

But regardless of all the shyt happening I kept making moves, I was grabbing her hips, holding her hand, play fighting, hugging, even a kiss after the first time we talked to Gina.

So then I go outside with my homie Darren and walk these girls to an uber. Gone for 5 minutes tops. Come back in the party and this Michelle is dancing with some other guy

We had literally been kicking it the whole night. I'm thinking what the fukk

Was I so deep in the friendzone that all the shyt I did didn't mean anything to her?

I didn't think so

I go to the bathroom downstairs. Look at myself in the mirror.

"You aren't a bytch stealth. Michelle is your girl, fukk that other nikka. Go out there grab her hand, take her to the upstairs bathroom and make the move you should have an hour ago"


So I did.

Grabbed her hand, took her upstairs and.... fukking told her I liked her

Remember at this point I'm thoroughly wasted and I kinda have feelings for this girl. My thought process was don't treat her like a smash piece, give her the chance to say something to validate how I'm feeling before I go in for the real kiss.

But nah.

She says "Ohh I've seen this before, tell me when your sober "

Well fukk I wasn't expecting that..... I didn't know what to say brehs.....

I just was like I know you've been feeling the same way, I can't be the only one.

"Tell me when your sober "

We left the bathroom and I drove () home.

I just texted her this morning telling her to call me about last night.

I still don't know what the fukk to say.

I fukked up.

 

[OG_StankBrefs]

She still half sleep in some otha nikka's bed wit dem missed texts langerin on her phone, cuh.

 

[TooLazyToMakeUp1]

Nah, you fukked up this morning by texting her

 

[stealthbomber]

She still half sleep in some otha nikka's bed wit dem missed texts langerin on her phone, cuh.

i know who she went back with. that was kinda around the end of the party. the guy whos house she stayed at is gay so im not worried about that.

Nah, you fukked up this morning by texting her

really??

 

[KplusK]

you did all that flirting grabbing on hips and kissing and shyt got shorty all wamed up just for another nikka to hit the jackpot

 

[Big Daddy]

You know.. no one could've ever convinced me that nikkas this lame actually exist in real life, until having read some of the shyt that I have read since I joined. It's crazy.

 

[TooLazyToMakeUp1]

really??

Edit: She's gon' tell her friends and they gon' laugh at you, too

 

[OG_StankBrefs]

i know who she went back with. that was kinda around the end of the party. the guy whos house she stayed at is gay so im not worried about that.

HE might be gay but da otha nikka who smanged it ain't.

 

[stealthbomber]

you did all that flirting grabbing on hips and kissing and shyt….got shorty all wamed up just for another nikka to hit the jackpot

:fullwow:

You know.. no one could've ever convinced me that nikkas this lame actually exist in real life, until having read some of the shyt that I have read since I joined. It's crazy.

:nikkapls: i fukked her friend 2 weeks ago. this is a story from one night nikka



all yall mufuggas dont get it twisted i gets that wet wet

but i do feel her more than other chicks. wouldnt mind a relationship

 

[flea]

That was corny as fukk. fukking kiss her and make her grab your dikk like a man

 

[A.V.]

Let this neg comfort you, hold it. Cherish it.

 

[Big Daddy]

:fullwow:



:nikkapls: i fukked her friend 2 weeks ago. this is a story from one night nikka



all yall mufuggas dont get it twisted i gets that wet wet

but i do feel for her more than other chicks

All your shyt is just too "convenient" and scripted homeboy..

It just so happens that the dude she went home with last night was gay so he didn't smash

It just so happens that you smashed one of her friends 2 weeks ago so it's no big deal
Yet you're up here creating threads heartbroken and scared that you might've f*cked up with her

 

[Jahmal]

You fukked up by not treating her like a smash piece

 

[hoodheronova]

Alot of dudes need a male figure in their life to show them the game

 

[At30wecashout]

Google the address to every sports store, bowling alley, batting cage, and gym in your city, cause on a shelf somewhere, a shelf that you don't own, your balls lie there wrapped with a bow and some girls name is tatted.

What she said about being sober is the ultimate truth, because when you are in that altered state it is easier to cop pleas later blaming the drink. Never do this shyt again. If ever there is a woman you are feeling and you are rubbing up on each other, when drinks are involved, shut your mouth about serious matters. Close the deal and never bring it up again, or respect her inebriation and catch her when sober.

Basically, you have to put the onus on her to ask you how you feel, which is something you never seriously answer until she does. Women don't intentionally do this, but many lose any attraction they had if you admit to yours, when she feels less about you in comparison.

Texting her to call you was a bad idea. Play it cool now, though, and don't expect a call back. You are gonna need to focus on other things in the meantime and let her come to you. Not on the phone, in person. Tell her while you were on that liquid courage, you still feeling her a bit. Stress that she can come to you, or not, but be cool about it. Say it with the most confidence you have ever said anything, and cut the conversation. Walk away. Be ready to kill that relationship with that move, but also be aware that some time down the line, she may grow to respect how you came to her and try to see less of the simp, more of the strength.

Losing the fear of loss, ironically, leads to more gains in a lot of aspects in life. Gl Breh.