I get it now

Straw Hat Luffy

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This is just random thread that I want to express myself in. I finally understand everything after actually turning into an adult and working hard all by myself.

I got my own apartment.
At a university. Been through so much shyt this semester money wise. Now I'm studying hard as fukk for these finals coming up got me stressing. There is some jay z quote I heard before and I won't phrase it right but I think it goes like he doesn't drink just to drink only when its celebration time???? It was something like that but damn I understand that shyt now.

I can tell that difference of just partying just to party compared to drinking after a busy ass month. That drink has a different taste to it man. It goes down smoother. You can actually enjoy being in the moment.That satisfaction.


Also as a kid I used to think how could my parents or any adults just enter fukk what others are thinking mode. I used to be that shy kid worrying about what I said because I was afraid to be judged or I was always wondering how other guys don't get nervous talking to a pretty girl or let her looks affect him in any way. And now I'm finally in that same position where my parents and guys who don't care about impressing to make friends or get a girl.


Its like I work hard AF and got to places I never thought I would see. I've done things I thought I would never succeed in. I got out of my little shyt hole town. Now I deal with a big plate as an adult. Bills, school, working on my health, my future. Who gives a damn about someone else input if they not chipping in on the money :dahell:

Who gives a damn about making friends the only people you need to impress is your boss and professors :dahell: if people fukk with you they fukk with you don't nobody got time for the others.


It makes it easier to simply enjoy some shyt that would be considered embarrassing. I Like wrestling and anime both shyt looked down on but who are you again my nikka did you pay my internet? :dahell:


And now when I see that GMB shyt or dudes just throwing it all away or a girl throwing it all away for a dude. I used to be like :dead: but now I'm like :dahell:.
You have a degree and you letting someone who barely has a high school diploma fineness you in a relationship or make you nervous?:dahell: you worked hard your entire life to get where you are now just to carelessly throw it away for a nut :dahell:


People always say when you get older you stop giving a fukk. But now I know why. Now I get why old people literally don't give a fukk sometimes now. They had kids who had kids and now they lived a long life knowing they will die soon like why should they give a fukk :dahell:.


shyt is a beautiful realization as an adult :salute:.


Songs like kanyes can't tell me nothing so relatable now :smugdraper:



Shout out to being an adult dealing with hard shyt but getting through it :ohlawd:
Solo beautiful
 

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I'm in these books for finals next week to bro I'm Gucci in all my math classes so I been focusing solely on Java for my programming class and shyt still has me stressed
 

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Having your own apartment is not really an accomplishment
If you're in school, get a roommate... you will thank me in the future
Adults also take good advice.

I've been trying to find a roommate for next year. Haven't really found anyone. I only got one that says he would be down but now he talking about baby mama drama shyt and don't know if he will be here. But to just have my own apartment again most likely
 
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