I give up, I'm just going to do whatever it takes to make it

[Rozay Oro]

Not on some Dr.X shyt, no disrespect. I'm just going to go stupid with music and writing. See which one I blow with. This being normal shyt ain't for me. It doesn't fukking work. It's not about fame or money. Just want to get what I can't get for free. This loner shyt so wack.

Idk but I feel like my confidence is gone. It's just L after L. I'm not needy nor annoying, but friends just disappearing. I'm not bout to beg to hangout now. I deleted several contacts off my phone today. It's fukked. Going to learn piano, watch some stand up for inspiration and read some James Baldwin for inspiration.
If anybody from FX Atlanta lurking this. Thanks for the motivation .
Anybody who sings, what's another good place to practice besides the car? I'm not going to church, so don't recommend that.
Just had to vent

 

[Worthless Loser]

If you're going to chase it then don't half step. Go all the way. Just have a backup plan in case your primary plan doesn't work out. A lot of these dudes who try a music path and don't make it, don't have a backup plan so they be stuck in limbo. Good luck.

 

[Rozay Oro]

If you're going to chase it then don't half step. Go all the way. Just have a backup plan in case your primary plan doesn't work out. A lot of these dudes who try a music path and don't make it, don't have a backup plan so they be stuck in limbo. Good luck.

My backup is IT. Thanks breh

 

[The M.I.C.]

There's nothing wrong with being alone, I'm not sure why people feel so pressured to be involved in this sham of a society as it is.

 

[Rozay Oro]

There's nothing wrong with being alone, I'm not sure why people feel so pressured to be involved in this sham of a society as it is.

shyt boring and depressing after a while

 

[Henri Christophe]

Yup

Thats the attitude.

Success or death.

 

[Rozay Oro]

There's nothing wrong with being alone, I'm not sure why people feel so pressured to be involved in this sham of a society as it is.

It's part of the reason why I'm lonely too. I don't really play the narcissistic game. In the long run it hurt me bad socially. Lost contact with a lot of friends and women use it as a social status resume. I'm not that attractive but shyt I should have a girl. That's life for some of us

 

[Boogie]

shyt boring and depressing after a while

Treat it like a game. Play when you're bored and then fall back when you're done with it.

 

[Rozay Oro]

Treat it like a game. Play when you're bored and then fall back when you're done with it.

It's too late. Snapchat got few friends. I deleted my FB and never made IG. I'm basically lame so to speak. I'm pretty chill and funny if you get to know me. I'm not playing the alternative breh card like Donald glover. I'm not even into white girls. I feel cursed. Sometimes I wish I don't wake up but I can't die yet. I got to get the bag for my folks before I die or simply outlive them. Can't do that to them