I hate being alive

[benjamin]

A better job. I think I made a similar thread almost a year later. This was the beginning of a slide that culminated with a rock bottom in the fall/winter of 2018.

I still have my moments, as recently as last week, but I don't HATE being alive.

My nikka I'm posting dis from downtown LA skid row..DA NEXT HOMELESS nikka TO TAKE A SHYT NEXT TO MY TENT IS GETTIN FIRED ON.. I AINT EATIN MAN I AINT EATIN ...WHEN THE BRIGHTER DAYS GONE COME FAM???WHENNN?..MAMA TOLD ME ITD BE DAYZ LIKE DIS

 

[Arcavian]

fukk being in the ground stinking

 

[benjamin]

fukk being in the ground stinking

I'm stankin already

 

[Savvir]

I'll have days like that. then I just roll up a blunt and life is good again.

 

[Arcavian]

I'm stankin already

But eventually you will find soap and water

Ain't no soap and water in the casket

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

My nikka I'm posting dis from downtown LA skid row..DA NEXT HOMELESS nikka TO TAKE A SHYT NEXT TO MY TENT IS GETTIN FIRED ON.. I AINT EATIN MAN I AINT EATIN ...WHEN THE BRIGHTER DAYS GONE COME FAM???WHENNN?..MAMA TOLD ME ITD BE DAYZ LIKE DIS

Aren't you a troll with money who uses women? One of those should keep you from being homeless.

 

[Dad]

If you don’t have a plan on committing that. You aren’t gonna do it

 

[Rozay Oro]

@Rarely-Wrong Liggins I'm going to keep you in my prayers

Please abandon alcohol and pornography if you haven't.

 

[Ghost Utmost]

I don't smoke. There's not drug testing here (random) but just my luck (and it's bad) I blaze up and they institute a new drug policy. Then I'll really have something to be sad about.

*Zangief laugh*

This is EXACTLY your problem

You're fed up with EXISTENCE itself, yet you refuse to pursue some - possibly - enjoyable stuff

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

This is EXACTLY your problem

You're fed up with EXISTENCE itself, yet you refuse to pursue some - possibly - enjoyable stuff

I can't do narcotics and drive trucks. Also, I'm in a better place than I was two years ago.

 

[GnauzBookOfRhymes]

So you weren't using MySpace and AIM?

different shyt man....now it is literally 24/7

part of it is just that internet in general is basically free. Yeah everyone had cell phones even back in 2005, but mfers has nextel flip phones. Now everyone has a computer on them. And now mfers have a twitter Facebook Instagram Snapchat WhatsApp telegram signal lmao...

 

[Boujee Bonita Braxton]

I forgot about this thread. I was about to get mad like why am I being notified? I didn’t participate in this!

 

[AmenhotepIV]

Life gives you test so you can have a testimony

 

[Luke Cage]

It's a different feeling than hating your life. When you hate your life you acknowledge that things can be better. When you hate being alive you acknowledge that nothing can make existence any better.

So, why won't you just die? Well, troll, I don't want to go to hell. While I don't fear death I'm not trying to get the express bus to the dark side of downtown. And I guess this feeling will pass eventually. Maybe. Who knows?

Freepost. Remember that shyt? No one says it anymore. Daps and reps.

Good afternoon.

Negged for disrespecting your parents creation. If my daughter said this, i'd make it point to show her how much better she got it than 90% of the people on earth.

 

[Ghost Utmost]

I can't do narcotics and drive trucks. Also, I'm in a better place than I was two years ago.

so pick another job and see what happens

Here's the bottom of the bottom line

There is much joy to be had in this world. Sometimes its not right on your porch so you may have to look for it a little. Or alot