I HATE eating

ryshy

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I dont really know how this happened, i mean ive never been huge on food i only really liked eating sweets, but then i hit a point where i couldnt stand anything sweet or pastry like, then i couldnt eat vegetables, now meat, but the whole thing is i despise eating

Its 2pm and i havent ate or drank at all. on a workday ill wake up at 10 eat 2 peanut crackers, eat luch at 2 (half a sandwich), then not eat shyt besides very small portions of meals or snacks till 8-9 when we have dinner (at dinner ill eat like 1/4 a steak and a small salad). Id say in total i eat about 1000 calories a day (no more than 1500). Now, for a 18 year old male this is really weird.

I honestly dont know what to do. The only way i can eat is by smoking then eating when i come down. When sober even when my stomach is knawing (gnaw) at me i cant bring myself to eat. Nothing looks good besides cake and ice cream. I eat for sugar, thats it. The time in the last year when i ate the most was always at the mental hospital, the food was good and not weird whole foods shyt my mom gets.

Have you heard of anyone whose done this before? Im bipolar but it doesnt matter manic or not i dont eat. Manic is worst ive gone days without eating, depressed i just sit there and dont do shyt, if i have to then ill eat

this should be interesting.......................
 

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I dont blame you. If anything just drink tons if water and have a little something when you really feel hungry. You dont have to be all 3 meals a day if you dont want.
 

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this is how i feel off entheogens,drugs,and stimulants(cept for trees and libation)so i'm gonna say tis some kind of synthesis between that and your mental illness(used to do thee same in that regard as well,cept i'd skip meals for a day or two,then pig out)

now i stopped giving a fukk so i got big again,i've learned to master my mental illnesses and use them to my advantage somewhat,gonna go on a purge and lose this shyt,but even if i don 't:manny:

these thee last dayze,evolve or dissolve,lil shyt doesn't mean anything to me anymore,only want to make it on thee mothership or die trying...
 

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Stock up on vitamin supplements and stay hydrated throughout the day. I suggest seeing your doc and/or psychiatrist about it too.
 

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Well it is the holy month of ramadan. I suggest you fast since you hate to eat.
 

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... you know how many people don't have food? I live in the hood. I wish i could find a whole foods around here so i could buy some food that wasn't loaded with carcinogens.

Workout. Eat when you're hungry. If you sit around all day and do nothing ofcourse you aren't gonna be hungry. And if you don't feel like eating then DON'T EAT. Your body tells you what you need. I'm 6'4 and sometimes i don't eat for days because i'm not working out and i'm not hungry.
 

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Are you taking any medication?
Some medications have lack of appetite as a side effect.
 
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