I dont really know how this happened, i mean ive never been huge on food i only really liked eating sweets, but then i hit a point where i couldnt stand anything sweet or pastry like, then i couldnt eat vegetables, now meat, but the whole thing is i despise eating
Its 2pm and i havent ate or drank at all. on a workday ill wake up at 10 eat 2 peanut crackers, eat luch at 2 (half a sandwich), then not eat shyt besides very small portions of meals or snacks till 8-9 when we have dinner (at dinner ill eat like 1/4 a steak and a small salad). Id say in total i eat about 1000 calories a day (no more than 1500). Now, for a 18 year old male this is really weird.
I honestly dont know what to do. The only way i can eat is by smoking then eating when i come down. When sober even when my stomach is knawing (gnaw) at me i cant bring myself to eat. Nothing looks good besides cake and ice cream. I eat for sugar, thats it. The time in the last year when i ate the most was always at the mental hospital, the food was good and not weird whole foods shyt my mom gets.
Have you heard of anyone whose done this before? Im bipolar but it doesnt matter manic or not i dont eat. Manic is worst ive gone days without eating, depressed i just sit there and dont do shyt, if i have to then ill eat
this should be interesting.......................
Its 2pm and i havent ate or drank at all. on a workday ill wake up at 10 eat 2 peanut crackers, eat luch at 2 (half a sandwich), then not eat shyt besides very small portions of meals or snacks till 8-9 when we have dinner (at dinner ill eat like 1/4 a steak and a small salad). Id say in total i eat about 1000 calories a day (no more than 1500). Now, for a 18 year old male this is really weird.
I honestly dont know what to do. The only way i can eat is by smoking then eating when i come down. When sober even when my stomach is knawing (gnaw) at me i cant bring myself to eat. Nothing looks good besides cake and ice cream. I eat for sugar, thats it. The time in the last year when i ate the most was always at the mental hospital, the food was good and not weird whole foods shyt my mom gets.
Have you heard of anyone whose done this before? Im bipolar but it doesnt matter manic or not i dont eat. Manic is worst ive gone days without eating, depressed i just sit there and dont do shyt, if i have to then ill eat
this should be interesting.......................




What u nikkaz got taste buds for?