I have alot of sick thoughts in my head. Thats why forming relationships is hard. I'm just existing
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Ineedmoney504
SOHH ICEY...WE EATIN
I started off at retail making 6 dollars a hour bro.
I made it up to salaried positions making 60-70k a year and now I’m in a hourly position making high 20s per hour.
I haven’t had to kiss no ones ass or conform to any one way of thinking. Ima man with his own personality thru and thru.
I work 7-4 monday-Friday and go to sleep at around 11pm - 1am and wake up for 5:30-6.
U can be a man and not have to be bytch ass, ass kisser. U have no dedication to nothing and no backbone or toughness about your self.
U had come cool creative art, but u went to nyc as a starving artist and couldn’t handle 3-4 months of that struggle. And quickly went back to your parents house.
U are a nut ass bytch made c00n if u think about harming random people while walking thru Walmart or out eat. U need to be thrown in the bushes
I made it up to salaried positions making 60-70k a year and now I’m in a hourly position making high 20s per hour.
I haven’t had to kiss no ones ass or conform to any one way of thinking. Ima man with his own personality thru and thru.
I work 7-4 monday-Friday and go to sleep at around 11pm - 1am and wake up for 5:30-6.
U can be a man and not have to be bytch ass, ass kisser. U have no dedication to nothing and no backbone or toughness about your self.
U had come cool creative art, but u went to nyc as a starving artist and couldn’t handle 3-4 months of that struggle. And quickly went back to your parents house.
U are a nut ass bytch made c00n if u think about harming random people while walking thru Walmart or out eat. U need to be thrown in the bushes
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InfinateOpulance
All Star
What's your sign?
'Im a walking anomaly. Theres absolutely no place for a guy like me in this society. I gotta pretend to survive. When I get my money I'm going to just hang out with my young cousins and hang with them next year
When I move. Ill just find some cool young brothers and just support their lil shyt and hangout. Ill be the old creepy nikka with the young dudes buying them shyt because I'm outta place child adult
I have nothing to live for. I'm existing for some type of ending that I don't even know. I believe in the most high but even that isn't 100% keeping me at peace.
I wake up everyday in this weird loop. I can see myself aging. I looked in the mirror and seen a grown man, not a immature confused young man and that's how I know its time to really do this the right way and need to age with grace too. I need a stable career. a CDL can provide that.
Its just sad man. I used to have so much fire and passion. I've been neutered. I'm not the person I'm truly am?
I come from a different generation and the people my age have moved on. So I can only really be among the youth. I know my wife is going to probably be younger than me. Like damn what are we going to talk about. I'm filled with many complex conflicts that she could ever comprehend. I'm filled with pain and sorrow but I'ma have to be strong and put on a calm face to the world.
Emotion is a weakness in this society and forbid u tell anybody something personal. they can be and will be used against your ass ...* in the cops narrative voice"
When I move. Ill just find some cool young brothers and just support their lil shyt and hangout. Ill be the old creepy nikka with the young dudes buying them shyt because I'm outta place child adult
I have nothing to live for. I'm existing for some type of ending that I don't even know. I believe in the most high but even that isn't 100% keeping me at peace.
I wake up everyday in this weird loop. I can see myself aging. I looked in the mirror and seen a grown man, not a immature confused young man and that's how I know its time to really do this the right way and need to age with grace too. I need a stable career. a CDL can provide that.
Its just sad man. I used to have so much fire and passion. I've been neutered. I'm not the person I'm truly am?
I come from a different generation and the people my age have moved on. So I can only really be among the youth. I know my wife is going to probably be younger than me. Like damn what are we going to talk about. I'm filled with many complex conflicts that she could ever comprehend. I'm filled with pain and sorrow but I'ma have to be strong and put on a calm face to the world.
Emotion is a weakness in this society and forbid u tell anybody something personal. they can be and will be used against your ass ...* in the cops narrative voice"
Henri Christophe
Son Of Afrika
man its killing me. But I gotta do this. Its so hard to totally change who u are and accept a unnatural role. But what choice do I have?
Breh.. you're an artist with mad wild ass thoughts. You put both of those things together and you can be on some powerful shyt. All these threads and big ass essays you write up, imagine if they was all for a book. And being as though you're a writer, how bout a comic book.
The breh or brehs who wrote this
BLACK, Volume 1
Made a whole comic book series about black people having superpowers and fighting against injustice. Imagine this shyt gets picked up by Marvel or DC, or some newly independent upcoming comic industry and gets turned into an animated or real live series? And even if it doesn't go that big, that's still residual income and something that you own and can still be profitable. You know how many writers wish they could draw too? They'd dominate the comic book industry if they could. You have the imaginations, the thoughts, the talent. Don't let it go to waste by just rambling about shyt that's not going to change.
InfinateOpulance
All Star
you need friends and a social life but that wont happen because every nikka outside is scary and all that other stuff you be on...
thats not possible without a dedicated team and investors. im just gonna accept my life. its hard but it is what it is,Breh.. you're an artist with mad wild ass thoughts. You put both of those things together and you can be on some powerful shyt. All these threads and big ass essays you write up, imagine if they was all for a book. And being as though you're a writer, how bout a comic book.
The breh or brehs who wrote this
BLACK, Volume 1
Made a whole comic book series about black people having superpowers and fighting against injustice. Imagine this shyt gets picked up by Marvel or DC, or some newly independent upcoming comic industry and gets turned into an animated or real live series? And even if it doesn't go that big, that's still residual income and something that you own and can still be profitable. You know how many writers wish they could draw too? They'd dominate the comic book industry if they could. You have the imaginations, the thoughts, the talent. Don't let it go to waste by just rambling about shyt that's not going to change.
that in itself is depressing. I dont wanna think about that. I rather go day to day.
InfinateOpulance
All Star
Breh.. you're an artist with mad wild ass thoughts. You put both of those things together and you can be on some powerful shyt. All these threads and big ass essays you write up, imagine if they was all for a book. And being as though you're a writer, how bout a comic book.
The breh or brehs who wrote this
BLACK, Volume 1
Made a whole comic book series about black people having superpowers and fighting against injustice. Imagine this shyt gets picked up by Marvel or DC, or some newly independent upcoming comic industry and gets turned into an animated or real live series? And even if it doesn't go that big, that's still residual income and something that you own and can still be profitable. You know how many writers wish they could draw too? They'd dominate the comic book industry if they could. You have the imaginations, the thoughts, the talent. Don't let it go to waste by just rambling about shyt that's not going to change.
I agree with this 100%...but it doesn't matter how talented someone is if they have a negative viewpoint about everything and everyone in life and always have unhealthy thoughts (killing innocent folks, raping women and shoving butt plugs in their asses etc, constantly looking down on folks)...u cant get far in life with that type of thinking. All the talent in the world is not going to erase unhealthy thinking and a consistent negative way of seeing life.
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