i have deep seeded emotional and mental problems

Sensitive Blake Griffin

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right.... and very true.
so much anti-drug propaganda is just to scare people, how better to scare someone then to tell them a single dose of meth or mdma could cause parkinsons :heh:

if you ever feel like watching, this is a great NON-BIASED documentary on ecstasy. Yo moms you might be interested in this too, if you ever do MDMA please do not drink alcohol, it can get out of hand pretty quickly because you don't realize how much you're drinking because the ecstasy completely overpowers the drunkenness.

 

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lol @yo moms I didn't go as far as shrooms or black curtains :russ: but when I was around your age 18-20 I went through a phase like this where I just went into my own world.

The result ?! The best thing that ever happened to me, it awakened me to my subconscious self and allowed me to tap into inner strengths and parts of my mind i didn't know existed. It allowed me to view the world much differently and understand and navigate it better. I was able to read and judge people better and I just 'got' it. I got everything and it's the reason I'm the man I am today.

Don't get too fukked up but I recommend you try it....
 

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lol @yo moms I didn't go as far as shrooms or black curtains :russ: but when I was around your age 18-20 I went through a phase like this where I just went into my own world.

The result ?! The best thing that ever happened to me, it awakened me to my subconscious self and allowed me to tap into inner strengths and parts of my mind i didn't know existed. It allowed me to view the world much differently and understand and navigate it better. I was able to read and judge people better and I just 'got' it. I got everything and it's the reason I'm the man I am today.

Don't get too fukked up but I recommend you try it....

What parts were they?.. serious question.
 

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Same here bruh, suffering from massive disillusionment.

My college career didn't pan out like I planned it but I try to make the most of today, have fun and live life so I have NO regrets when I'm dead and gone. The good thing about disillusionment is that it keeps you grounded in reality and even though life doesn't go the way we want it to, doesn't mean that we don't have fun regardless.
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Just do something different than what your normally do. If you don't hang out with white people, try making a white friend next week. If you don't drink, have a beer once. If you drink all the time, try going a week sober and finding a cool hobby to do instead. Call up a relative you haven't talked to in a while. Go volunteer if you haven't done so before and help a fellow human in need. Keep life fresh.:smugbiden:
 

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Hey uh, i know some shyt you could get thats structurally similar to mdma but slightly altered in a way to bypass scheduling. It's risky though because there isn't much information on how these chemicals (they;re called analogs) interact with the brain although they are nearly identical in effects. If you take this you run the risk of putting something in your body that could potentially cause long term or even acute damage. Then again it could be as safe as real moon rocks. You sound pretty desperate brah but if youre willing to be a guinea pig I can hook u up with some info
 

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What parts were they?.. serious question.

triggered feelings and emotions so I was able to have a full understanding of why I did certain things, what triggered me, why my emotional responses for certain things were a certain way. My intuition became and still is VERY VERY strong. I unearthed deep memories which I'd suppressed. I was able to tap into the individual side of myself, the ground of my being. I discovered the strength of my mind.

I can't explain without going into detail about my personal life and stuff but yh it helped me and will help anyone who needs it.
 
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