what do i do in the mean time?..
I cant hide my bytch ass feelings, ima look like a sad pathetic ass phaggot all day..
I dont even wanna go to class tomorrow..
I got thugger -worth it on repeat..
Get a haircut, buy a few new clothes and shoes and go out of town for a while(or at least a few weekends in a row). Force yourself to do this like you forcing yourself to eat when you're sick..
It wont make you feel better right away(maybe a little), but she won't like that you've improved since she left. She might come an investigate and if that happens put your guard up.
and DROP the weed and clean up.