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Derek "****" Bishop;1450651 said:there you go with that cute shyt
I really feel like not living anymore in real depression
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Isaiah Bradley
Banned
Shugg84
Banned
I say this cuz the being a black male is hard and you can barely get a job, a good one, unless u completely sell out. Then you gotta spend like 80k for school. If you a young nikka from the hood you look at that like
The drug dealers are the better role models than black men who went to college because they got into a business where they dont run deep in debt with uncle sam. They can afford houses and cars at an early age and take care of kids. They have to be tough, and being a tough thug is a trait that black females like, which will bring them more women in the long run. They wont be a stranger to racial prejudice, like the uncle tom nikkas are. They help weed out the weak people in the community by selling them drugs, that way we know who is weak and who is strong. They give back to ppl in the hood and may put money in ppls poccets everynow and then, while that college nikka gone move to a white community and put money in theirs.
Today I did a little better. a little. Being out the house on campus helped me get my mind off it, it isnt until i come home and just sit around that it hits me hard again. Recently i got on fb and was going to her moms page to pay respect and i saw an old album she had showing Shania on her way to nationals for tracc, and all the medals she had. RIP i really wish i could have been there that day. Ima prolly find someone to talk to about this. It's just something about her death that really is hitting me hard, i feel so guilty in a way.
Thanks for everyone who payed their respects, she really was a good girl.
Thanks for everyone who payed their respects, she really was a good girl.
Broke Wave
The GOAT
Keep your head up my dude. Sometimes I feel haunted by the nikkas who died, I even had a death in the family close to me recently, but the only thing you can do is live. You can't go back in time and bring em back. Only thing you can do is live bruh.
I dont mean to bump this thread again this will be my last time. Her funeral was today, I couldnt make it but i am hoping it was good. While thinking about her I just find it fucced up. The man who killed her she was going to testify against and he was out on jail on bond, shouldnt he be on some kind of monitoring or some shyt? If our judicial system wasnt such a joke she may still be alive right now. Well whatever, no matter how many things could of been done to prevent it, they werent done and she is dead now. I guess i gotta accept it. RIP BABY GIRL I LOVE U
Mr Uncle Leroy
All Star
I dealt with 2 family deaths and stayed strong but this recent one just been gettin to me. Idk why, i guess i feel kinda guilty for glorifyin da shyt, and out of all ppl who end up being a victim, its just a sweet girl from around here. Like really a good girl, not a ho, not a bytch, nothing. She was finna graduate and everything maybe go to a good university. she would always help ppl, always in a good mood, helped her lil sister who had problems. Idk man i just wish i could see her before she had to go, out of all da nikkas i know dat got killed, she is one of the only ones that truly didnt deserve it. idk im shaken as i type dis its really sad idk why i cant cope wit dis shyt. i wanna kill the nikka who did this
what exactly happened to her?
She was going to testify against some dude who she baby sitting for. Apparently he was molesting her when she was 14, but last year he made bond and they let him out. Since then he made a fake FB page as a 16 year old kid and was making her think they knew each other. When they met up he said he had her get in the car and when he did he shot her twice, stepped on her neck and left her in the river.
the cac mamba
Veteran
I think the main reason i have a hard time dealing with death is that i dont really believe in religion. But i remember a while back brokewave said something about its impossible for a persons energy to just up and leave forever, since energy can not be destroyed. Thinking about that makes me feel better that all my lost ones, and shania are still out there, but in reality i dont think i will ever see THEM again, in any type of after life or whatever.
How did they let this nikka as a sex offender get out on bail with no type of monitoring over him
This justice system man I swear
That's what im saying. Not only that but he was a proven repeat offender, at the time they found her body this piece of shyt in jail on another charge completely unrelated to her.
