I really hate my life

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same im just waiting until winter break to tell my family, i dnt wanna do sum dumb plus my depression is lingering on and is getting worse. all the years off burying shyt and not tlkn is finally leaking out its not healthy to hold shyt in.
 

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You may think this is a "conspiracy theory", but trap hi-hats and other low frequency sounds and vibrations are having a negative effect on your chakras/psyche and you don't even know it
trap music can also have A POSITIVE EFFECT
 

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My parents said I can't go out cuz of my fukking ACT on December 9th (which I have already did 2 times) and plus I came home late one day ... There is legit nothing to do in this bytch lmao anyways .. I live in Emirate in the UAE not even Dubai :mjlol::mjcry: ... No bytches , no nothing:hhh: I don't even have my money because I can't get an job here to due to my age so I can't hide my unhappines by buying stuff for myself :mjcry: ... I hate waking up and going to school that place sucks so much ass :mjcry:
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So many people should read that a few times.

And I´m as guilty as most of wanting to buy and buying dope shyt, but also realising that ultimately those things are not going to create the type of happiness that pursuing dreams and other special people can bring. Don´t get me wrong: I love kicks, dope gear and need to grip on a Porsche asap.

But happiness is best defined imho in The Art of Happiness by The Dalai Lama

  • Figure out what makes you happy (seems simple, but this is your most important task in life)
  • Figure out what makes you unhappy
  • Cultivate those things that make you happy
  • Eliminate those things that make you unhappy
Now this sounds like some yuppie shyt but think about it

Being in the UAE makes you unhappy.
Not having freedom makes you unhappy.
Not having chicks makes you unhappy.
Being under the regime of your parents makes you unhappy.

So we know what you need to get rid of..

We also know that freedom and chicks makes you happy.

So you need to focus yourself on the answer to this question: how can I as fast as possible (without doing illegal things) put myself in a position where I am no longer dependent on my parents for food/living etc. and where I can change locations and have freedom, and what would I need to change about my behavior and attitude (and self-perception..) (or maybe it´s just the location) to meet dope chicks?

One suggestion: put your head down and focus on school like a MOTHERFUKKA so you can graduate asap and can get a JOB ABROAD ASAP.
Second suggestion: think outside the box. What is your #1 talent? Is there ANY way you see people with that talent level caking off that talent? Study them and copy this...

Saying ´I am depressed´ or ´I hate this life´ is GREAT. It´s a signal to yourself that ´this shyt is not working, so it´s time for change´. Of course when shyt goes bad the motivation to make things happen is low af, but that´s natural.

For now focus on those 4 points: identify what you love, what you hate, cultivate what you love, eliminate what you hate..

If you EVER feel depressed or suicidal, PM me and PM the people on here you trust, we are here for you to talk and we can help you find other people to talk to.

Be easy. You have more to be grateful for than you think.. a gratefulness journal (write down 3 things you are grateful for every day after waking up) could help you gain some perspective. That said: when life sucks, it sucks, we get that. So focus on things you can CONTROL..

Peace be with you young blood
 

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It's pretty hard to get laid here , imagine being an 18 year old living in an Arab country (A Gulf one at that:scust:) , some of yall downplaying this situation
Arabs get no p*ssy at all.

You have to be married to get p*ssy in Arab countries. Ain’t no woman with any sense gonna let a dude smash without marriage or a commitment to marriage in any Arab country, she could be socially and religiously marked a whore for life.

Dudes really are downplaying how hard it is to get p*ssy from an Arab girl in a Arab speaking country. It’s possible, but you gotta have your own crib, your crib can’t have a doorman, nobody anywhere can see her come in or leave, and y’all can’t tell a soul afterwards.

Your best hope is a foriegn girl living there,OP. When I lived in Egypt, I hit 2 local girls my whole time there and it was PURE luck and circumstance that got 1 local girl, muchless 2 of them, and Egypt is like 1000% more liberal and open minded than the Gulf, Egypt is like Arabs’ Las Vegas.

Don’t envy this struggle OP, you need to get married breh
 
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get in the gym, build your confidence. I know its trendy to be frail these days, but f that

set a goal to be swolle, run a mile, or learn to box etc. by new years and start now

who knows, there maybe girls in that gym
:russ:I’m laughing because this is good advice. Y’all giving him good advice on women, but the problem is he lives in the middle east:mjlol:

Getting p*ssy there without marriage is like robbing a bank. There are just too many negative life events that can happen to a woman or her family religiously or socially if someone ever found out she having sex before marriage and to someone not her husband.

That’s like untouchable status. A guy who has sex before marriage is seen as like a hero, especially after he tells everyone that he exposed a fake Muslim woman (his partner) while a woman is seen as the lowest of the low as a result.

Women ain’t an option for young breh unless they foreigners and even then that’s gotta be a private thing:francis:
 
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