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So, I've been drinking for about 2 weeks. It's been good for me. The sad thing is, I'm only good when I drink. I knew that before, but this recent drinking has confirmed it :francis: I got 2 dates lined up for next week off the strength of me drinking to make contact with these girls. It's a tough situation. Do I drink and have a life, or do I stop and be a loner? Life sucks sometimes. At least there's Spider-man 2 tomorrow :win:

how are your lungs, breh?
 

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Yeah, I was sober for a long time. It's been a trip drinking again. It sucks I broke my sobriety, but...whatever. I was a dry drunk to be honest. I shut myself off from the world. I need to find a happy medium, but I don't think one exists. :to:
If i can make a suggestion breh, maybe try microdosing with psilocybin. Provides the same euphoria and removes the social anxiety as drinking while still retaining ur wits and liver function, plus psilocybin has also been shown to help a lot with smoking cessation.

Kinda like having ur cake and eating it too.
 

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If i can make a suggestion breh, maybe try microdosing with psilocybin. Provides the same euphoria and removes the social anxiety as drinking while still retaining ur wits and liver function, plus psilocybin has also been shown to help a lot with smoking cessation.

Kinda like having ur cake and eating it too.
I actually have been looking into that and dmt. The problem is where I live. It’s hard to come by. I’m about to do some dark web shyt though. fukk Texas. I’m a bit scared about police ramifications, but I guess if u double vpn off tor I should be good. Still, I know they can track bitcoin, but it might be worth the risk.
 

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fukk these harsh realities. I was about to kill myself, no cap. I don't know what to do with my life. It's either I drink and be happy, but have the health consequences because I don't know when to stop, or I'm sober and a shut in. There really is no inbetween.
I mean the real issue is that you’re probably depressed on some level. If you can do it in moderation fine but if there’s no in between for you and you feel/are suicidal that’s more than just not knowing what to do with yourself without a drink (which is alcoholism anyway). Drinking doesn’t make people happy it just dulls/masks pain or negative feelings.

Not that related but I’m in Texas (Austin) as well and am ready to go. Maybe you need a change of scene.
 

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I actually have been looking into that and dmt. The problem is where I live. It’s hard to come by. I’m about to do some dark web shyt though. fukk Texas. I’m a bit scared about police ramifications, but I guess if u double vpn off tor I should be good. Still, I know they can track bitcoin, but it might be worth the risk.
Just be careful as possible. Idk about dmt, but i know mushrooms are not difficult to cultivate, the biggest factor being time. i would avoid the dark web as its kinda dangerous not only from a legal standpoint, but u dont know what u getting from those sites :whoa: If u do go that path the best advice i can think of is to look for lits of positive reviews, but i would just grow that shyt in some jars in the closet. More time consuming but safer and a lot cheaper, plus u know exactly what u dealing with.
 

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Also breh look into kratom, particularly extracts. yourleafyourlife.com has some pretty good leaf and their grit extracts are very similar to an opioid high while somehow being completely opioid free. Great for coming off of opioid withdraw but works for pretty much anything else and has many other benefits. Do ur googles and see what u think.
 

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btw i should probably mention all of these ideas are strictly anecdotal, u should still talk to a trained and licensed specialist, just to get some professional perspective. I can only speak on how the above has all worked out for me and my fam.
 

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Also breh look into kratom, particularly extracts. yourleafyourlife.com has some pretty good leaf and their grit extracts are very similar to an opioid high while somehow being completely opioid free. Great for coming off of opioid withdraw but works for pretty much anything else and has many other benefits. Do ur googles and see what u think.

I always see kratom at gas stations. I figured it was like a K2 you could snort. learned something :obama:
 

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I always see kratom at gas stations. I figured it was like a K2 you could snort. learned something :obama:
Brew it with a cup of tea or coffee, or u can take it in a capsule/tablet or extract. They sometimes call it an opioid, often in an attempt to smear it, but the only relation it has with opioids is it binds to some of the opioid receptors in the brain.

Good for giving a burst of energy or relaxing depending on the dose size, also good for ADD and concentration/memory, and imo better for detoxing off opioids or anything else than anything else on the market.

The smear campaign against it is very obviously motivated by the interest of...u guessed it, the very opioid industry used to slander it. :mjlol: "Dont do kratom, its bad for u like opioids! Instead just take these opioids, just make sure u have a prescription wink*wink*"
 

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Brew it with a cup of tea or coffee, or u can take it in a capsule/tablet or extract. They sometimes call it an opioid, often in an attempt to smear it, but the only relation it has with opioids is it binds to some of the opioid receptors in the brain.

Good for giving a burst of energy or relaxing depending on the dose size, also good for ADD and concentration/memory, and imo better for detoxing off opioids or anything else than anything else on the market.

The smear campaign against it is very obviously motivated by the interest of...u guessed it, the very opioid industry used to slander it. :mjlol: "Dont do kratom, its bad for u like opioids! Instead just take these opioids, just make sure u have a prescription wink*wink*"

opioids and "downers" or whatever not my thing....good to know tho...repped
 

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I'm a regular drinker. I don't keep much in the crib. If I want a couple beers after work I grab em.on the way home or stop in at a place to eat and have a drink with my food. That's it.

Some turn on the drinks and they don't stop
 

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opioids and "downers" or whatever not my thing....good to know tho...repped
Thats the thing, its neither an opioid or downer. Though it can have the same effects. It all depends on the dosage. Smaller doses it has the opposite effect, especially if the coffee or tea u brew it with is caffeinated.

Still can be pretty addictive though, so i would advise anyone reading this to be aware of that. Not on the same level imo as legit opioids, downers or uppers. Best left alone unless the potential benefits outweigh the risk of addiction/habit formation.

The more ya know :ufdup: Repped back
 

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Thats the thing, its neither an opioid or downer. Though it can have the same effects. It all depends on the dosage. Smaller doses it has the opposite effect, especially if the coffee or tea u brew it with is caffeinated.

Still can be pretty addictive though, so i would advise anyone reading this to be aware of that. Not on the same level imo as legit opioids, downers or uppers. Best left alone unless the potential benefits outweigh the risk of addiction/habit formation.

The more ya know :ufdup: Repped back

I don't know all the technical shyt....I just like to party n be social....if it aint for that im not interested :hubie:
 

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I don't know all the technical shyt....I just like to party n be social....if it aint for that im not interested :hubie:
I’ve taken Kratom before going out before. It don’t have the same effect as alcohol but it does mellow you out. I wouldn’t suggest using it to be social. It can help with that but there’s better stuff.

Phenibut is perfect for that and imo is way better than alcohol especially in a social setting. Basically the same effects as alcohol only better and without the sloppiness that comes with being drunk. But you gotta watch out, it’s way more addictive than Kratom and comes with severe withdrawals if u get addicted. Take it no more than once a week and u good.

Also Phenibut last a long ass time. I used to take it around early afternoon (1-3pm) and would still feel it well past midnight.

Liftmode is official if you interested in trying it.
 
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