I think I'm clinically depressed...I want to end it

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It's like I'm happy one minute and then I'm sad the next, I hate working at my job,it's like I'm thankful for having a job but it doesn't make me happy..a feeling of dread..or a state of melancholy is what one might call it comes over me when it's time to go to work. I feel like it's always. Bills bills bills and I never have money to spend on myself and I have a newborn so it makes it worse. Don't get me wrong I love my baby girl like no other and wouldn't change a thing,it's just that I want to provide more for her. I'm enrolled in school now entering my 3rd semester but I feel like it's not taking off. I just feel stuck and it's becoming unbearable. I feel enslaved by bills and HAVING TO WORK.
 
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you best MAN the fukk up breh you got a babygirl...cant have her daddy going out like a punk because life got too hard and you have mood swings.

If the depressed mood swings dont go away with time or with motivation..best hit up the doc for some of that zoloft.

Stick with school most likely will pay off in the end...

Also why not a trade school?find a job/career that pays more and you wont dread going to.

step it up breh:ufdup:
 
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It's like I'm happy one minute and then I'm sad the next, I hate working at my job,it's like I'm thankful for having a job but it doesn't make me happy..a feeling of dread..or a state of melancholy is what one might call it comes over me when it's time to go to work. I feel like it's always. Bills bills bills and I never have money to spend on myself and I have a newborn so it makes it worse. Don't get me wrong I love my baby girl like no other and wouldn't change a thing,it's just that I want to provide more for her. I'm enrolled in school now entering my 3rd semester but I feel like it's not taking off. I just feel stuck and it's becoming unbearable. I feel enslaved by bills and HAVING TO WORK.
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Da fukk? Hustle harder bro. If you're not happy with where you're at in life change something so that you are happy. If you play a sport go play it everyday. If you don't play a sport start jogging anyway.

Start putting yourself in a position to work a better job. Go to school if you need to. Make moves and get a better job or just get ahead. Don't sit around and cry about how you don't get money breh. Life doesn't work that way. Nobody gives a fukk if you eat or not. In fact most people don't want you to eat. Cuz the more you eat the less there is for them to get. You're solo. Make a plan, stick to the plan, focus on you and the plan.

Watch that depression shyt dissapear
 
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Nemesis87 said:
you best MAN the fukk up breh you got a babygirl...cant have her daddy going out like a punk because life got too hard and you have mood swings.

If the depressed mood swings dont go away with time or with motivation..best hit up the doc for some of that zoloft.

Stick with school most likely will pay off in the end...

Also why not a trade school?find a job/career that pays more and you wont dread going to.

step it up breh:ufdup:
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I'm man'd up!!! My priorities come first it's just sometimes life gets the better of me, I thinking about going to a trade school just to boost my credentials...I'm currently taking my secuirty class the get dcjs certified and I'm indecisive on if I want to take up welding or get my CDL..I'm also majoring in criminal justice. I just don't want to fail my child and life is hard at times. I've been struggling with this for 8+ years I'm 25 btw.
 
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FilliBuster said:
Da fukk? Hustle harder bro. If you're not happy with where you're at in life change something so that you are happy. If you play a sport go play it everyday. If you don't play a sport start jogging anyway.

Start putting yourself in a position to work a better job. Go to school if you need to. Make moves and get a better job or just get ahead. Don't sit around and cry about how you don't get money breh. Life doesn't work that way. Nobody gives a fukk if you eat or not. In fact most people don't want you to eat. Cuz the more you eat the less there is for them to get. You're solo. Make a plan, stick to the plan, focus on you and the plan.

Watch that depression shyt dissapear
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I learned that the hard way..."nobody really cares" I just want this depression shyt gone. I've prayed about it and God has helped me but then it's like I find myself in the same o senerio. It's like with bills,once I play catchup...I feel like I'm going to be playing it constantly. And I do she's tears at times,nobody sees it..but I feel like sometimes I need to let my emotions out in order to feel better.
 
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Meditate my brother...the only way off this philthy 3rd dimension is spiritually ...elevate your soul and "real eyes"(see with your third eye which is your mind) the illusion in all of this "work" brehthren....

"To get to heaven ...you must go thru hell"
--God body

Peace Love & Light
 
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