I’ve been going through what I think is “disassociation” (my step sister thinks that’s what it is, she’s in the mental health field)
basically I lose time while I’m still awake, the other day I was watching tv on my couch at night and blinked my eyes and it was daylight and I had half a cigarette burning in my hand (I don’t smoke in the house) still in the same spot.
last night I apparently ordered a bunch of domino’s and ate a bunch and also texted my ex about this problem (I dont know why I would text her about this) lost almost 12 hours
started out small, an hour at a time or so. That was only 4 days ago and it’s getting a lot worse very quickly
I could actually be working right now due to being essential but I had to take stress leave because I don’t trust myself, it’s a really weird feeling
I have had a lot of trauma in my life in the last while
stay up op, hope things get better