I want to create real art and provoke thought and evoke emotion while creating fly looking shyt aesthetically but how can u do that in a racism capitalistic system? when u have no power or resources?
my cousin who I love but have a bedwench mentality is like "you have to do it their way and just make money""just do whatever u have to to get paid" man im a fukking artist not some backpage escort looking to suck old fat white guy dikk for 100 dollars an hour for a new bag. these hipster trust fund fakkits in NYC control the scene because mom and dad gave them the money to play artist and these are the people I have to fit in with?
How the fukk am I'm going to do that? I'm a angry, bitter black man thats intelligent and highly gifted talking about topics they cant comprehend. these motherfukkers are creating bullshyt like flowers and patterns and im talking about black children sitting on a plate being devoured by a bloody beast with a fork and knife. black child surrounded by bloody demons and angels guarding because while they're reading and expanding their minds. I'm suppose to work 9 to 5 for some sheltered hipster kid just to play rent? in what sane world does that even make sense?
how am I going to fit in? what the fukk are we going to talk about? I'am i a total anomaly that dont fit a box. Im artistic, rational and irrational, smart and dumb, angry and polite, arrogant and humble, racist and tolerate, misogynist and love woman, hate people but love people. I was born with an obvious brain deformity so how can I function in any environment?
A guy like me needs freedom to be me. If i could do me I could change alot of things. But race , social class and economics turn me into a sad shell of what im truly capable of
my cousin who I love but have a bedwench mentality is like "you have to do it their way and just make money""just do whatever u have to to get paid" man im a fukking artist not some backpage escort looking to suck old fat white guy dikk for 100 dollars an hour for a new bag. these hipster trust fund fakkits in NYC control the scene because mom and dad gave them the money to play artist and these are the people I have to fit in with?
How the fukk am I'm going to do that? I'm a angry, bitter black man thats intelligent and highly gifted talking about topics they cant comprehend. these motherfukkers are creating bullshyt like flowers and patterns and im talking about black children sitting on a plate being devoured by a bloody beast with a fork and knife. black child surrounded by bloody demons and angels guarding because while they're reading and expanding their minds. I'm suppose to work 9 to 5 for some sheltered hipster kid just to play rent? in what sane world does that even make sense?
how am I going to fit in? what the fukk are we going to talk about? I'am i a total anomaly that dont fit a box. Im artistic, rational and irrational, smart and dumb, angry and polite, arrogant and humble, racist and tolerate, misogynist and love woman, hate people but love people. I was born with an obvious brain deformity so how can I function in any environment?
A guy like me needs freedom to be me. If i could do me I could change alot of things. But race , social class and economics turn me into a sad shell of what im truly capable of
