I want to die but I'm too afraid to kill myself.

you're NOT "n!ggas"

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don't check yourself into a mental institution, they will give you pills that will change you forever.

you'd much rather be dead than a zombie.

try meditation. and try to save up enough money to permanently leave America.
^^^This (bolded) you'd be amazed at how powerful meditation is. It's not that "lean on Jesus and pray" bullshyt or whatever else you've been hearing but really getting in tune yourself. OP all you're focused on is the suffering, you gotta give your mind a rest once in a while. Meditation acknowledges the suffering, but more importantly, it takes a step back and puts everything into a more rational perspective. You'd be amazed at how much of what you're stressing is honestly bullshyt. Check this video out and look more into it. Hell, it's not rocket science. You could try it tonight if you really want to. Just relax and try to focus your breathing and nothing else for a few mins. See how you feel afterwards.

 

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As humans we're conditioned to think of death as such a bad thing. The thing is, we know nothing about it, and the time we spend dead is orders of magnitude longer then the time we spend alive.


That being said, you don't really wanna die, you just want a way out. Get help.
 

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I cannot leave. Unfortunately I have obligations to stay here for a while...if you know what I mean.

As for the institution that is most likely out of the question. I have to work to pay these bills, I also have to keep a clean record. Going there will damage me further.



If this is serious thread..... What's the problem?


In your mind, why are you not happy and what is making you feel hopeless and depressed?:


We have to know the issue before being able to help.
 

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If this is serious thread..... What's the problem?


In your mind, why are you not happy and what is making you feel hopeless and depressed?:


We have to know the issue before being able to help.
same shyt I said... without some kinda details you can't really help.
 

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I've been in the darkest of depression and seriously thought suicide was the answer. It was a very, very scary time. I've been there breh. Others have too.

Continue to talk and if you need to call a suicide helpline. It sounds stupid, but it's not. Talking helps.

If you need to and are really scared you're gonna do it (you'll know when you're at this stage), immediately go to a hospital.

Just give yourself another day. Don't make any decisions on the spur of the moment. Talk to somebody; anybody.

You can get through this. It may not seem like it right now, but you can

Suicide won't help you anyway. The world is infinite, you can't stop infinity.

Just give thanks to whatever/whomever, even if you're not religious. Giving thanks in your darkest hour helps out for some reason. Give it a try.

Just keep on going on. We're all I'm a transition, and this too will pass.
 

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LOL cotdamn nikkaz will use anything as an excuse to attack religion or spirituality.

Breh don't kill yourself... A lot of people's lives change for the better on some 180 shyt after they go thru dark periods like this.

Listen to my nikka Les Brown.... he has tons of vids on youtube.
 
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