I want to die but I'm too afraid to kill myself.

[Crakface]

I've been living a lie. I put on a face that is not true as in I am not one to wear my heart on my sleeve. I have been depressed for around the last 3-4 years. I can't stand it any longer. I've even taken to drinking to numb the pain of living but that is only a temporary solution.

I just don't know what to do any longer. God do I need help.

Mine as well get a pistol and rob some drug dealers.

 

[The Realist Perspective]

If this is serious thread..... What's the problem?


In your mind, why are you not happy and what is making you feel hopeless and depressed?:


We have to know the issue before being able to help.

I feel life in general is pointless. I feel I am wasting my life away, working 40 hours a week. I cannot live my life as I choose. I am stuck. I feel confined. I am 32 years old and I am having massive identity crisis onset by this desire to belong and be who I truly want to be. I suppose I am simply not built for this life.

 

[The Realist Perspective]

The thing with life is that you never know what's going to happen next. Things do get better even if its just a little. If you take your life aint no rewind button, breh.

This current life is hell, already.

 

[The Realist Perspective]

Seek God, you do not need to put on a mask around him. Just find piece and realize that it is never as bad as it looks. Also seek out help from people who have your best interest at heart.

Stay up bro, we all get there at some point

That's very much it. If I were to seek god and find him I would try to end him. It is him, if he exists, that created this scenario for me to live in. Why would I try to seek such a being?

 

[HoloGraphic]

I hope this is not cause there's nothing to joke about it.

1. exercise
2. eat healthy
3. find spiritual health


just do those three things and you WILL feel better...doing those 3 things can do absolute magic, has been shown to cure serious issues like schizophrenia even.

it might not take care of your depression completely but it will without question help you...it has pretty much been proven to

THIS

 

[Im Kemet Rocky & I like penis]

smoke crack..

it helped me..

 

[Stuntone]

You need to get a credit card if you're broke and move to a new area. Start fresh. Workout, volunteer.

 

[Cat piss martini]

death is promised to you anyway.....
why not enjoy this experience good or bad??
get you a good woman that loves to fukk and cook.
breathing is the shyt man.....

 

[yo moms]

I feel life in general is pointless. I feel I am wasting my life away, working 40 hours a week. I cannot live my life as I choose. I am stuck. I feel confined. I am 32 years old and I am having massive identity crisis onset by this desire to belong and be who I truly want to be. I suppose I am simply not built for this life.

what do you enjoy doing? i like boxing

 

[360crazy]

Jump off a building at least 20 stories high. You won't feel a thing or know u died. You'll just wake up from a bad dream in an alternate universe. You'll have new memories and all with no knowledge of this horrible reality on this planet.

 

[LA Fisher]

I was suicidal a few weeks ago until I realized I was living a demonic lifestyle. Live by the code of karma. Go out there and go good things and I promise your life will change very quickly.

 

[SemiEnlightenedBum]

do some drugs and think horizontally instead of vertically..when thee script is ripped,flip that shyt

do something out of character,act a fool,don't feel pressure to be a tool..

 

[hypo666]

I feel life in general is pointless. I feel I am wasting my life away, working 40 hours a week. I cannot live my life as I choose. I am stuck. I feel confined. I am 32 years old and I am having massive identity crisis onset by this desire to belong and be who I truly want to be. I suppose I am simply not built for this life.

'identity crisis' do you think men were thinking about an 'identity crisis' when they went off the landing craft at normandy during ww2? , By the sounds of it, you still have your health, thats a real big deal. This might bring you some comfort dunno, but do you look at other men who have it together and get more depressed? Iam guilty of that, or I was at one point.What you forget is, you hsve no idea what they are dealing with in their own private lives but they put a brave face on it.

Case in points,my friends mother she killed herself when he was 13 yrs old,... she on the face of it,had a loving family, daughter was at a great university, she had her own successful business, husband had a great job in banking. She always seemed happy. Yet one day she gassed herself in the garage. In the family home.. how selfish is that? My friend went

totally off the rails, after,he lives in public housing now in and out of jail. It destroyed that family.

Modern life is hard in a whole different way,I understand that, but you may well only get one chance of it so make the most of it. You are 32,thats still quite young, still young enough to start again to be honest, because quite frankly they will want us all working till we are like 70 the way things are going... There is a whole world out there .

People are saying get a woman, women are great but don't expect a woman to change your unhappiness with your life generally, you can't put that on them it's unfair. You need to be independent anyway because what if she gets tired of you and find someone else. But having a bit of fun is a whole other thing, just don't let needing a woman define you.It's thirsty. Women for a serous relationship will just come when you expand your life

 

[Theraflu]

what do you enjoy doing? i like boxing

Yo moms outchea tryna help

 

[yo moms]

Yo moms outchea tryna help