if u ever think your life is bad, read about this guy life

[DrX]

http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Am-A-Loser/806344

 

[Bender Rodriguez]

I may come off as a a$$hole, but it sounds like he did it to himself and let it get that bad

 

[Ooh Marty]

once he drops the weight and work on how he views himself then he will realize how much he has to live for.

He didnt mention any health issues and is more than likely a cac.

LOSER MY ASS!

 

[Larry Lobster]

 

[Bender Rodriguez]

Holy fukking shyt

 

[no.]

Really makes me sad for the guy I wish I could give him a hug

 

[Thoughts]

I M A True Loser
I've pretty much always known that I was a loser. Right now, I am 36 years old and a virgin and unemployed. The last time I had any friends was in Elementary school. I also live in my parents basement so I am the stereotypical loser with no friends. I was working as an independent contractor for a newspaper and earning a decent income. I had to quit because they reduced my pay and I was no longer earning enough to support my vehicle expenses working for them.

I have never had any "real" job where I have to work for or directly with people and I don't expect to ever be able to. I am a high school dropout and very, very stupid. I wouldn't be able to take care of myself without my mother being around but she is in extreme denial about how stupid I really am. I am extremely overweight (but working on losing it) and very anti-social.

Just today, my family had a big family get together and it really saddened me to hear about how successful and how much my nephews and other relatives were or were going to be or how well they enjoyed life. Whenever I get sad being around them, I like to drink. All I had was wine, so I drank 2 bottles myself. Luckily I made it back downstairs before I threw up and went to sleep. Luckily, I didn't make to big a fool out of myself. I suppose people who so enjoy life and are so successful need losers like me to make them feel even better about themselves.

I absolutely hate large parties and crowds and I so envy my nephew for being so outgoing and so capable of living life to the fullest. As much as I would love to, I just can't. I rarely leave my parents basement. I am so fearful of people and fearful of rejection. I used to, and probably still do, feel that people will only be my friends if I can buy them stuff. I used to feel the only time I was happy was when I bought myself things, but it would only last a few days.

I have never dated or had a girl as a friend. At my age and for me, sex is really irrelevant. I would gladly accept just to have somebody love me. I would just love to be able to hold a woman close to me. I no longer care if I ever have sex in this lifetime.

I have basically no personality and it seems that I always say inappropriate things or stupid things around people. It is very hard for people to be my friend, because I always drive them away by doing or saying stupid things. I have never accepted that anyone would want to be my friend, perhaps because if I were them, I wouldn't want to be my friend.

True fukkin' loser ...had everything handed to him and still fukks up. He's needs this isolation.

 

[Commander in Chiefin]

Even the comments are depressing

 

[kingstl]

I wont even crack a joke on something like this....but reading this makes me appreciate my life a lot better

 

[beenz]

dude definitely needs to get a job. then hopefully he can get out of his parents basement. once u get where u can afford ur own place while being responsible and paying ur bills, you will interact with people. if u have ur own crib, its pretty much impossible not to meet women

but he's definitely not gonna get shyt done just sitting in the crib.

 

[DrX]

True fukkin' loser ...had everything handed to him and still fukks up. He's needs this isolation.

i think sometimes that can be even worst....because a mothafukka with nothing is forced to strive....when u give somebody something, they cant learn how to gain it again on their own

 

[DrX]

he should try online dating definitely....women are out there in large #s....pof for example....look how many women thats desperate for men

 

[koala]

i feel the same way.

im a 57 year old college dropout with seven mortgages and i pee my pants daily.

i say daddy i go poopoo. i say daddy i go poopoo!! poopoo doodoo daddy!!!

 

[koala]

he should try online dating definitely....women are out there in large #s....pof for example....look how many women thats desperate for men

yeah he should try online dating! women are out there big time on the sites. for example look at all the desperate women on sites

 

[koala]

I wont even crack a joke on something like this....but reading this makes me appreciate my life a lot better

yeah i wont even joke about it. i appreciate my life a lot better because of reading this