If you ever thought about suicide, what made you change your mind?

[ThrobbingHood]

I’m too conceited to deprive the world of my greatness.

 

[Negro Caesar]

because I felt my dad would probably commit suicide if I did. so I didn’t

 

[Cloutius Maximus]

i'd rather go full demon time honestly if i'm going to crash out like that. i like life but if the wicked world drove me that far i'd rather go out swinging and get on my Osama Bin Laden or Joker shyt before i just body myself like a p*ssy

plus there's always the possibilites of new experiences, good food, good music, good p*ssy. never completely lost the ability to enjoy things

 

[The Guru]

I still have my parents.
I've seen from near what the death of a child does to a parent.

 

[Depreciating Asset]

Often I think about how much joy I would have missed out on if I had ended it at 18. I've had so many wonderful moments and experiences. There was no way I could see at 18 how fulfilling the next 25 years would be. Life looked bleak. Had few friends, was a virgin with no girlfriend. Was at a college I didn't like after attending a high school I mostly didn't enjoy. Had unresolved trauma.

Now I'm a six figure exec. Proud father of a couple kids. Been through therapy. Way more confident. Got to travel to 5 continents. Been swimming in p*ssy pretty much every week since 25. shyt ain't always perfect but life is good

So hard to see that it will get better when you are suffering through the worst of it. I was depressed for years and just never knew it. Once I realized what it was things began to get better. Now when the dark cloud comes I know lifting weights will cycling consistently will usually do the trick and shift my mood. Trying to prepare myself for my kids' dark adolescent days because I know they will go through it too. Genetics and all...

 

[Neuromancer]

I failed. I told my pops and he told me people would miss me. So I didn't try anymore.

 

[Micky Mikey]

The gun jamming. I pointed a glock 19 to my temple when i was in my early 20s.

Also another time when I was high off edibles I had negative and suicidal thoughts. I had the shotty next my bedside . The only thing that kept me from doing it was hiding the actual bullets and forgetting where they were.

 

[HipHopStan]

I had a friend shoot himself at the beginning of 2008, but here's the fukked up thing: He shot himself once and he somehow survived the first shot and he was still conscience, so he did it again and this time, it was fatal. I can only imagine the pain he was going through after that first one. Damn.

 

[tuckgod]

I had a friend shoot himself at the beginning of 2008, but here's the fukked up thing: He shot himself once and he somehow survived the first shot and he was still conscience, so he did it again and this time, it was fatal. I can only imagine the pain he was going through after that first one. Damn.

 

[HipHopStan]

Shot himself through the mouth the first time.

 

[tuckgod]

Shot himself through the mouth the first time.

That’s some determination

Was you there?

 

[HipHopStan]

That’s some determination

Was you there?

No. But I do know someone in forensics who had to go to the scene, and they determined that He messed up once and had to do it again and there was a gun involved. That's all I know.

 

[The Guru]

The gun jamming. I pointed a glock 19 to my temple when i was in my early 20s.

Also another time when I was high off edibles I had negative and suicidal thoughts. I had the shotty next my bedside . The only thing that kept me from doing it was hiding the actual bullets and forgetting where they were.

I failed. I told my pops and he told me people would miss me. So I didn't try anymore.

For what it's worth i'm glad you're still around brethren.

 

[Mastamimd]

I was very bad at it

 

[Starman]

I'm wishing all of you the best.