This is a coward cac bullshyt question. Why the hell would anyone kill themselves? Your death will cause immense pain to your family and be merely a statistic to everyone else. You will be remembered as you fell: a coward, a weakling and a loser. No one will remember your suicide as anything but that. And then they'll go on with their lives: strong, free and determined to make better of it. The only way I die is if my enemies kill me. Before then I intend to make the most of my life and improve as many as other people's as I can.