If you're gravely depressed but to much of a coward to commit suicide where does that leave u?

[BocaRear]

money no longer satisfy me, at one time it did, I thought it would be a something that would make make feel whole, but I know the truth behind money, once u figure the game out in its entirety, theres nothing left to learn or strive for

Im basically just a shell patiently waiting to see the other side

breh money is just a piece of paper, literally. I read deep into the federal reserve and the creature from Jekyll Island too. But it is king in the system we live in. It'll give you your freedom.
Always strive to be free cause that's all have.
The only things we have is freedom and love.

A quote I found in class that really hit me deep.
I know you're an artist of sorts so maybe this should inspire you

Honestly breh I think you need a vacation in Hawaii or somewhere tropical to clear your mind.
There's more to life than living in Buffalo.
Cities can be suffocating and stressful environments. Nobody has time to stop and think and its done this way on purpose because we're being socially engineered not to question society.

Go travelling breh seriously, save up and leave the city for a good couple of weeks. It'll give you time to re-evaluate your life, what really matters to you.

shyt you might even decide you don't want to live in the city at all and might move out to somewhere sunny forever



when life gets too much for me I just think about getting cash and going away for a while. It's a constant motivator on why I work hard

 

[Tide Run This]

Yeah I feel same way some days fukking job market so ass right now shyt just gets frustrating

 

[DrX]

breh money is just a piece of paper, literally. I read deep into the federal reserve and the creature from Jekyll Island too. But it is king in the system we live in. It'll give you your freedom.
Always strive to be free cause that's all have.
The only things we have is freedom and love.

A quote I found in class that really hit me deep.
I know you're an artist of sorts so maybe this should inspire you

Honestly breh I think you need a vacation in Hawaii or somewhere tropical to clear your mind.
There's more to life than living in Buffalo.
Cities can be suffocating and stressful environments. Nobody has time to stop and think and its done this way on purpose because we're being socially engineered not to question society.

Go travelling breh seriously, save up and leave the city for a good couple of weeks. It'll give you time to re-evaluate your life, what really matters to you.

shyt you might even decide you don't want to live in the city at all and might move out to somewhere sunny forever



when life gets too much for me I just think about getting cash and going away for a while. It's a constant motivator on why I work hard

appreciate the comment but the problem is, im way past the optimism stage ... Im just simply existing

 

[NotAnFBIagent]

That leaves u me

U start drinking using drugs fukking hoes going to strip clubs...anything to ease the pain

 

[Audemar]

But it is king in the system we live in. It'll give you your freedom.

Illusion of freedom. Once money runs out, then what? If the financial system collapses, then what? Death, at least in this life, is the only true way to get freedom. Otherwise, you'll always be in pursuit of something.

 

[PrnzHakeem]

Start your own business

 

[Cryptocurrency Scarface]

Video games and coli fukkery gets me by

breh needs some ju jitsu in his life....(in other words learn something new)

 

[DrX]

Dont give up on yourself.

its not even about me giving up on myself, even if I was to "make it" what is it? like, where is the top?

the answer is, simply their isnt a "it" or a "top"

so even if I do well by society standards, In my mind its not potent enough to feel anything, I could have a million dollars sitting in front of me, and I would just shrug my shoulders and carry on , business as usual

 

[marcuz]

drugs, man. drugs.

 

[DrX]

Just keep posting on the coli. Someone has it worse than you breh.

the whole "people have it worse" thing is true, but that dont really help cure ones problems

its really just a way into manipulating a person not to feel self pity....but its not a legit solution, therefore itll never work

 

[BocaRear]

appreciate the comment but the problem is, im way past the optimism stage ...

how much of the world have you seen tho breh? have you left the US?
there's an entire planet out there with billions of people
Just because buffalo isn't treating you right doesn't mean that Kaui won't.
How could you kill yourself without seeing the pyramids?
How could you kill yourself without sleeping with foreign women?

Illusion of freedom. Once money runs out, then what? If the financial system collapses, then what? Death, at least in this life, is the only true way to get freedom. Otherwise, you'll always be in pursuit of something.

Death isn't the opportunity for freedom. In fact death ELIMINATES the opportunity for life to improve.
Life is about the freedom to pursue what you enjoy.

 

[The American]

Give yourself to God, my nikka. Spend time in prayer to the Lord, that's the first step. After you've done that., lemme kno, and I'll guide u 2 the next step.

 

[DrX]

Illusion of freedom. Once money runs out, then what? If the financial system collapses, then what? Death, at least in this life, is the only true way to get freedom. Otherwise, you'll always be in pursuit of something.

true, agree 100%

 

[TheDarkskinnedDrake]

There has to be something that brings you happiness

 

[Swirv]

fukk all people purposely making life harder. Eat a dikk phony ass bytches.

That's my rant for the day.

Don't make your life harder breh. If you don't have kids voice from buffahoe and go somewhere and start fresh. Be creative and use your mind. Suicide is a permanent Solution for a temporary problem.