I'm a fukking idiot.
fukkING IDIOT
there i thought this chick wasn't the dating type(she muslim) i aint really try to ask her out or get her digits.
now she talmin bout she was on like 4 dates using tinder this month...
I've been talking to this chick since last october when I see her on the train since we live in the same area.
I ain't try to ask for her number back then cuz i was tryna get at some other chick and when I ask for the number I try to get shyt popping asap.
but the thing is this chick been on my mind since i used to see her before and shyt but we never talked
now im pissed and fukking
b. I really fukked up right like im prob in the friendzone or some shyt right?
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fukk
ANOTHER L to the book of L's from purp.
Now Idk what the fukk should I do keep talking wit her(i mean we talk but sometimes we just dont say shyt like there's pause so iono if thats a bad thing) or nah.
like now I want her now even badder I can't keep this shyt platonic nikka fukk that
I gotta go in full game playing mode right now and just ask her out after my finals or try to set somethin up.
She either gon say Yes and its
or no and well it becomes weird between us and prob not going to talk again and I
her.
fukk im a fukking idiot IDIOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTT
attitude but shyt I gotta end this one way or another right?
but fukk it go for it anyway
