Nah breh it's just the drugs messing with your mind; be careful. Everybody who first tries mushrooms or lsd says the same thing. These words always come out they mouth; Matrix, enlightenment, illusion, 4th dimension, and scientific bs, you caught my drift... You're spewing a whole lotta words without really saying anything. You're in that state of
psychedelic obsession. It's making you delusional and you'll only realize this when you quit doing drugs altogether. Psychedelics are basically a fast track to inducing schizophrenic symptoms, and you seem to be well on your way

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