I'm convinced my life will end up like Arthur in the "Joker" movie

[Dog Based Gremlin]

Been diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety, anger issues, and a bunch of other shyt

Plus everyone in my real life hates me.

I look at that bridge more than i should

 

[King Poetic]

Take care of your health breh

I’m through anxiety and depression now big time

I just loss my father and Man that shyt hurts

thank god for the coli and sports to help me laugh and keep my mind off of it 24/7

 

[Dog Based Gremlin]

Take care of your health breh

I’m through anxiety and depression now big time

I just loss my father and Man that shyt hurts

thank god for the coli and sports to help me laugh and keep my mind off of it 24/7

Im sorry to hear that about your dad. I use the coli as an outlet too but unfortunately, its starting to not be enough for me.

 

[MenacingMonk]

You gotta get rid of that negative energy, man. Step away from the people that bring you down. Meditate with positive vibes in mind. I've been a lot more angry over the last year, and I've dealt with some anxiety. I just take time to appreciate the good I have and do my best to calm my nerves. Practice gratitude.

You got a kid, right? Don't be a lame ass and leave 'em to fend for themselves.

 

[Dog Based Gremlin]

You gotta get rid of that negative energy, man. Step away from the people that bring you down. Meditate with positive vibes in mind.

You got a kid, right? Don't be a lame ass and leave 'em to fend for themselves.

My kid is gone. Little brat sided with the mom.

Tried to fight for the little one but gave it up. They didnt even call Halloween or Thanksgiving and IDGAF though.

This is who i really am. im not kidding when i said im going out like Arthur

Im on my own now and thats when they ran tests on me and said I got a bunch of issues. They said i likely had it for years undiagnosed

I honestly hate kids, real shyt. I tried to be a good person but fukk all that

 

[MenacingMonk]

My kid is gone. Little brat sided with the mom.

Tried to fight for the little one but gave it up. IDGAF though.

Im on my own now and thats when they ran tests on me and said I got a bunch of issues. They said i likely had it for years undiagnosed

I honestly hate kids, real shyt. I tried to be a good person but fukk all that

Sorry to hear. Even with all the bad shyt in life going on, you have to look at it like this: for all we know we only get one life to live. We need to live it. We need to persevere. That's what life is about; overcoming the odds. That's what builds us up to be better. Fight on, dude, don't let this obstacle get the best of you.

You say everyone hates you. Why is that? Are you the reason? Take time to look at the man in the mirror to understand why people don't like you. No excuses. We need to uncover the truth. If it's because the other people around you are just straight up a$$holes, then that means you gotta do better with who you hang out with.

Fight the fight, breh.

 

[Dog Based Gremlin]

Sorry to hear. Even with all the bad shyt in life going on, you have to look at it like this: for all we know we only get one life to live. We need to live it. We need to persevere. That's what life is about; overcoming the odds. That's what builds us up to be better. Fight on, dude, don't let this obstacle get the best of you.

You say everyone hates you. Why is that? Are you the reason? Take time to look at the man in the mirror to understand why people don't like you. No excuses. We need to uncover the truth. If it's because the other people around you are just straight up a$$holes, then that means you gotta do better with who you hang out with.

Fight the fight, breh.

I just want to embrace the hate now

I been on here looking for advice for years to be a good person but now i just want to be the opposite.

I really do. lve watched the Joker movie atleast 7x wishing that was me.

My mom is like the mom in Joker. Not with that confusing storyline in the movie with Batman's dad but she is a bible thumping a$$hole who puts that God shyt on me but when shyt hits the fan, God aint here to help and its a weird way to control the narrative

I feel like everything i was taught was a lie and i hate the living fukk out of all things church and i dont blame arthur for doing what he had to do.

I honestly want to die the villian

 

[MenacingMonk]

I just want to embrace the hate now

I been on here looking for advice for years to be a good person but now i just want to be the opposite.

I really do. lve watched the Joker movie atleast 7x wishing that was me.

I feel invisible

Advice is one thing, but doing it is another. You gotta build your character. Help out the less fortunate. Do some good deeds when they present themselves. Treat others how you want to be treated. When you do good by others you gain respect. Respect is a key pillar for one's character.

One time I was out shopping and when I entered a store an old woman in a wheelchair was coming out. Of course I opened the door for her. At the time I wasn't aware, but she had a manual wheelchair. 10-15 minutes later I came out and saw the same woman using her FEET to move through the parking lot because she had bags in her hands. Not one single a$$hole couldn't even take the time to help her out. I ended up walking over to her and asked if she needed assistance. She obliged. I felt good inside for doing that.

Read the Art of Peace by Lao Tzu. It helped me out a lot when I was finding myself.

 

[Dog Based Gremlin]

@The Collector

Im going to look up that book.i appreciate the positivity

Its hard to be positive anymore.

I have alot of resentment for neglecting my health to be there for a bratty kid, a bytchy baby mom, and a mom who has no clue anymore. I've have had numerous anger outbursts that the doc says is a deep rooted anger and resentment that my family wouldnt understand.

I envy everyone who can just be a single bachelor and worry about themselves.

 

[Buddy]

From the look of it, you ascribe to SYSBM.
I think you should take an inventory on your ideologies/beliefs and evaluate whether they’re actually of benefit.

I’d imagine you’d find that a lot of them make you sulk even deeper and brought you to this point.

 

[MenacingMonk]

@The Collector

Im going to look up that book.i appreciate the positivity

Its hard to be positive anymore.

I have alot of resentment for neglecting my health to be there for a bratty kid, a bytchy baby mom, and a mom who has no clue anymore. I have had numerous bursts of anger bursts that the doc says is a deep rooted anger that my fanily wouldnt understand.

I envy everyone who can just be a single bachelor and worry about themselves.

Here are some quotes to get you started:

"Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner."

"Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Don’t resist them; that only creates sorrow. Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like."

"When you are content to be simply yourself and don’t compare or compete, everyone will respect you."

"Who acts in stillness finds stillness in his life."

"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny."

"New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings."

It's never too late to better ourselves. Don't let others hold you down.

 

[Gil Scott-Heroin]

I hope you find peace, brotha.

 

[inndaskKy]

Confront yourself with painful memories from your past and try to unlearn some of the things you picked up at an early age. Forgive yourself and others for what went wrong. Then start a new life with new expectations. Don't take out your frustration on others. Change your expectations and beliefs. Be humble.

Oh and exercise more if you haven't been already.

 

[Dog Based Gremlin]

Here are some quotes to get you started:



It's never too late to better ourselves. Don't let others hold you down.

Thanks breh

I dont have positive people in my life

so i just try to read small books and articles and learn myself until recently i finally got checked physically and mentally

My mom is a fake positive person. I'll can honestly admit that. She is the reason I'm always angry on top of regular baby momma drama

I really have mom issues which likely in turn messed up my relationship with my ex

To paint a picture of my mom, she like the female Jim Jones minus the violence. She has other people who think shes great but i think they just drink the kool-aid and when I confront her ideas as an adult, im pushed to the side as a nobody like "how dare u cross me. Im a child of God" type crap

 

[MenacingMonk]

Thanks breh

I dont have positive people in my life

so i just try to read small books and articles and learn myself until recently i finally got checked physically and mentally

My mom is a fake positive person. I'll can honestly admit that. She is the reason I'm always angry

We gotta find it on our own most of the time. We can't rely on others, especially our fam. I know it's harder if you don't have the support around you, but it's out there. As long as you have a hint of hope inside, even if you're at a point where it feels gone, there's still a chance. Seek knowledge, wisdom, and understanding. The foundations of life.