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Smoking on a Cac Pack
sometimes just venting about whats going will help you feel alot better, and keep you from snapping off on wifey. I had a about a 6 month period where i went from not being able to handle a couple shots without feeling sick the next day to sharing a half gallon of vodka with my drinking partner @ 10-11 in the morning. I quit pretty much cold turkey after having to put hands on my drinking partner and one of his friends during a day we had drank about fifth and a half before 5pm. lol i used to argue with this girl and it would send me into a mode i just wanted to drink and put my "fuk tha world" playlist on repeat.Thats what I thought.....
If I made a thread on the issues we've been having lately I'll be on deadfish chronicles Vol.105 by now... Its just pointless now![]()
The worst thing about it is that after all the drinking, smoking and wasting money you still have the same problems if you don't address the root cause head on, soberly.
Getting things with my business right, seeing great gains from working out and exercising virtues like patience and forgiveness is what helped me get on the path to defeating my demons.
Weed is not the solution, neither is alcohol. The only cure is life. Live it. Do new things, meet new people. Read new books. New life experiences is what helps you forgot about past experiences. Weed and alcohol are here to give us the illusion of experiencing something other than the past or present. I could see having a drink for a day or two to get over it but to continue on for months is the path to self destruction.


If you are for real get help before it gets beyond the functioning phase.
