Im going sober , who wanna join?

[WaveMolecules]

Drank from noon to 3am Saturday. Had a horrible hangover yesterday.

Had alcohol induced insomnia last night, could not sleep at all. Still up from yesterday. It's been a while since this happened but December is always rough. I always OD during December.

It's just not worth it brehs. I hate who I become, I HATE how it makes me feel.

I don't know how to be sober. Alcohol has cost me so much the last few years. It's getting ridiculous. I don't drink everyday, but I always want to.

Going to try to go sober. Wish me luck.

 

[The Prince of All Saiyans]

possibly going into rehab around the 4th

death of a legend

 

[kingstl]

Drank from noon to 3am Saturday. Had a horrible hangover yesterday.

Had alcohol induced insomnia last night, could not sleep at all. Still up from yesterday. It's been a while since this happened but December is always rough. I always OD during December.

It's just not worth it brehs. I hate who I become, I HATE how it makes me feel.

I don't know how to be sober. Alcohol has cost me so much the last few years. It's getting ridiculous. I don't drink everyday, but I always want to.

Going to try to go sober. Wish me luck.

I've had some of the worst hangovers...

Can't sit up, cant lay down

Room has to be dark.

I sat in my room , pretty much all day saturday and it was a great day out. I missed the whole day damn near

 

[Marco Zen]

I don't know enough about your individual situation, but, if possible, you should consider treatment options. The odds of a daily drinker as you described yourself, actually getting sober, and staying are near impossible. That's just facts. And, sobriety is way more than just not drinking.

This guy gets it.

If you're not bullshytting yourself and you know your an alcoholic or have a problem with drinking more than you should chances are you have a lot of underlying issues going on and drinking is just one of the symptoms. So its more than just a choice or having the willpower not to drink, its about learning how to live a healthy halfway productive life. Actually feeling feelings for a change without the urge to numb them. If you're sad just be sad and get over it, if you're mad just be mad and get over it.. If you're happy just be happy as fukk BUT GET OVER IT without always feeling like you gotta celebrate all the time with a drink or drug...

Drank from noon to 3am Saturday. Had a horrible hangover yesterday.

Had alcohol induced insomnia last night, could not sleep at all. Still up from yesterday. It's been a while since this happened but December is always rough. I always OD during December.

It's just not worth it brehs. I hate who I become, I HATE how it makes me feel.

I don't know how to be sober. Alcohol has cost me so much the last few years. It's getting ridiculous. I don't drink everyday, but I always want to.

Going to try to go sober. Wish me luck.

Sometimes it comes down to getting help breh..

The problem with us men is pride. We have too much pride to raise our hand and say hey can somebody help me with this problem I'm having. To us that's "weak". When in reality its weak giving in and being a slave to drinking and getting high. It takes strength to face your demons and gain some power back.

So like the other dude said even if you gotta get treatment. Talk to a counselor about that time you was molested, or abused or bullied or that time the babysitter was giving you dome when you was five whatever it is GET THAT shyt OUT. Face it and put the pieces of your life back together.

We don't need drinks to be strong or cool or cute or courageous or "fukk all night" we just think we do because we get so deep in our habit we don't know nothing else.

And on the subject of sex, yea being fukked up might make you do some wild shyt on the p*ssy but when that becomes the norm, you just a drunk or high mf doing the same old shyt thinking you doing some damage .. When you sober in that p*ssy you be serious in that p*ssy, and the woman knows it, and she be like damn..this nikka ain't playin .... Personally I prefer that just got outta jail sex over that I'm drunk again sex and so do the women I fukk..

I make this point because a lot of times we tie our drinking/drug habit to our sexual appetite/ performance and that shyt is powerful and it winds up being one of the reasons we don't quit.. I been there.. Get through the withdrawals and when the dust settles trust me, when your natural feelings kick back in... .....

 

[Cynic]

no one likes a quitter breh

WTF IS THIS ? You n!ggaz aint sh!t

 

[Asicz]

You can get a seizure from alcohol withdrawal.

 

[Mwrex]

Yep, i just gotta learn to stay away....for a long time. All my patnas drink so it comes natural when i pull up on them

shyt isn't easy bruh

Day 1 tomorrow

 

[Asicz]

Getting evaluated by a medical and mental health professional is best.

Too many health risk to cutting cold turkey.

 

[Marco Zen]

Yep, i just gotta learn to stay away....for a long time. All my patnas drink so it comes natural when i pull up on them

I cut all them nikkaz off

If that's all you do (meaning my homeboys) is drink and get fukked up then I got no use for you in my life besides a hey what up and keep it movin.. Not that I think I'm better than them. But if being around them for an extended period is gonna tempt me to wanna pour one or take a hit I had to eliminate myself from that environment altogether...

The biggest mistake you can make while having some sober days under your belt is go "hmmm just one won't hurt"


You'll go from one to a whole case/bag in no time and be back to the same ol mf you're trying not to be... Or worse..



When I got sober and stuck with it and the crew would hit me up, I was nice about it but all they got from me was



Healthy/ clear/ financial growth >>> friends

 

[kingstl]

I cut all them nikkaz off

If that's all you do (meaning my homeboys) is drink and get fukked up then I got no use for you in my life besides a hey what up and keep it movin.. Not that I think I'm better than them. But if being around them for an extended period is gonna tempt me to wanna pour one or take a hit I had to eliminate myself from that environment altogether...

The biggest mistake you can make while having some sober days under your belt is go "hmmm just one won't hurt"


You'll go from one to a whole case/bag in no time and be back to the same ol mf you're trying not to be... Or worse..



When I got sober and stuck with it and the crew would hit me up, I was nice about it but all they got from me was



Healthy/ clear/ financial growth >>> friends

And i got a homeboy who's totally UNsupportive, he'll be like "ni99a quit acting like a h0e and take this shot with me"


So to avoid that, he'll be the first one cut

 

[Deflatedhoopdreams]

You can get a seizure from alcohol withdrawal.

Been there, done that.

 

[ChuckTaylor84]

Been drinking and smoking hella weed lately

I haven't been able to sleep and calling in sick to work

dogging women left to right

shyt is getting out of hand

i'm tired of sinning

I need to get back on track and get my money up

Day 1 starts today

 

[Marco Zen]

And i got a homeboy who's totally UNsupportive, he'll be like "ni99a quit acting like a h0e and take this shot with me"


So to avoid that, he'll be the first one cut

Bruh.. People (and friends) will not only be unsupportive, they'll go out of their way to fukk up your sobriety...

Since I been sober I've learned when going to family get together or holiday cookouts etc. ALWAYS take yourself. Never get a ride to it. You'll need a way to immediately leave when you start to get uncomfortable around all the alcohol and drugs floating around instead of being stuck there until your ride is ready to leave.

I've been in situations where the hosts would (knowing I'm sober/ former alcoholic addict) would offer me the seat right at their mini bar and literally pour and mix drinks in front of me asking a million times "You sure you don't want one? "


I've had FAMILY MEMBERS that KNOW I'm sober ask me a million times "aye Cuzz.. Smell this weed I got" and after I say no thanks over and over they literally hold it up to my nose to force me to smell it


So again.. Not only will people, friends and family not give a shyt about you trying to better your life sometimes they'll go out of their way to fukk it up.. Envy is a hell of a thing and misery loves company..


I work out a lot (healthy addiction) and sometimes I wonder if I didn't have all these muscles and shyt would they literally try to hold me down and force me to drink/use..


When I first got sober I stopped answering the phone if it was calls from mfs I know get fukked up on the regular

Cut off

 

[kingstl]

Bruh.. People (and friends) will not only be unsupportive, they'll go out of their way to fukk up your sobriety...

Since I been sober I've learned when going to family get together or holiday cookouts etc. ALWAYS take yourself. Never get a ride to it. You'll need a way to immediately leave when you start to get uncomfortable around all the alcohol and drugs floating around instead of being stuck there until your ride is ready to leave.

I've been in situations where the hosts would (knowing I'm sober/ former alcoholic addict) would offer me the seat right at their mini bar and literally pour and mix drinks in front of me asking a million times "You sure you don't want one? "


I've had FAMILY MEMBERS that KNOW I'm sober ask me a million times "aye Cuzz.. Smell this weed I got" and after I say no thanks over and over they literally hold it up to my nose to force me to smell it


So again.. Not only will people, friends and family not give a shyt about you trying to better your life sometimes they'll go out of their way to fukk it up.. Envy is a hell of a thing and misery loves company..


I work out a lot (healthy addiction) and sometimes I wonder if I didn't have all these muscles and shyt would they literally try to hold me down and force me to drink/use..


When I first got sober I stopped answering the phone if it was calls from mfs I know get fukked up on the regular

Cut off

did you have problems "getting it up" at the height of your addiction?

i need to start working out myself. Im looking like a 2012 Gucci Mane

 

[Bugsmoran]

You can get a seizure from alcohol withdrawal.

Yeah that happened to my boy a couple years ago