the 5 stages of grief is Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and Acceptance...ive reached the last stage. I feel a calm peace internally, almost godlike invincible....its a weird feeling, no emotion...not happy nor sad...just even like water.....Ive finally reached this place after years of internal suffering, and feels good....Its the clear after the storm
Ive learned to maintain inner peace, u must get rid of desire and selfishness ....the quest for personal gain will destroy u, desiring worldly things will destroy u, pettiness will destroy u. Alot of my anger stem from alot of different things. Now I accept that the most high dont owe me shyt and I should appreciate what I got , before I lose it. Alotta ppl been dying close too me, and it made me change my perspective on life. A life of chasing material and superficial gain with only leave u empty. We were put on the earth to reproduce and help our fellow man. We must not let the resentment of our shortcomings control us.
when ppl hurt me for now on, Ill take no offense, because thats something that theyll have to deal with. I feel calm, no more pressure, no more pressure to gain something, now I just want experiences to help as many people as possible...I dont know when my time is up, so I want to make it right with god for the rest of my life....no more anger or resentment towards the experiences ive had thus far in life. Just a blessing disguised as a curse
no more hate in my heart....i think anybody thats suffering, need to let go their desire .....desire causes suffering, youll be giving everything that u need ....that blessing will come when u least expect it....so just walk the righteous road
Ive learned to maintain inner peace, u must get rid of desire and selfishness ....the quest for personal gain will destroy u, desiring worldly things will destroy u, pettiness will destroy u. Alot of my anger stem from alot of different things. Now I accept that the most high dont owe me shyt and I should appreciate what I got , before I lose it. Alotta ppl been dying close too me, and it made me change my perspective on life. A life of chasing material and superficial gain with only leave u empty. We were put on the earth to reproduce and help our fellow man. We must not let the resentment of our shortcomings control us.
when ppl hurt me for now on, Ill take no offense, because thats something that theyll have to deal with. I feel calm, no more pressure, no more pressure to gain something, now I just want experiences to help as many people as possible...I dont know when my time is up, so I want to make it right with god for the rest of my life....no more anger or resentment towards the experiences ive had thus far in life. Just a blessing disguised as a curse
no more hate in my heart....i think anybody thats suffering, need to let go their desire .....desire causes suffering, youll be giving everything that u need ....that blessing will come when u least expect it....so just walk the righteous road
im thinking bytch nothing u can do or say compares to any of the shyt I been through, ive survived and even conquered shyt that a lot of men couldnt. So it's like throwing a little pebble at a mountain or some shyt. Ppl think they know u but they don't know shyt. I used to have a bad temper and fly off the handle more easily but now I'm indifferent and I'm just like whatever..I'm just living, and enjoying the fam that are still living because I've lost some of them in tragic ways. Good thread
breh you good?
