right there with you. Ppl are scared to talk to other ppl but it really helps so you're not just throwing shyt at yourself in your brain. Vocalize it. What specifically are you thinking about op?OP, I've been battling depression since I was 13 years old. It sucks. If its actually depression then it will probably stay with you for life. Find someone to talk to. There are a lot of depressed people in this world, so it shouldn't be too hard to find someone to lean on. Find something to look forward to. I hate depression and wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I guess thats the best advice I can give you right now, as I'm trying to figure this shyt out myself.
And i was prescribed Xanax and Zoloft at different times. Xanax would just make me feel sick and fukked up. Zoloft didn't do shyt. Depressions a bytch but don't use that as an excuse to have a shytty life breh!!! Fight the good fight.