I'm done with the deviant lifestyle

I started fapping and watching porn when I was 12
I'm 30 and I'm sick of it, the sessions started to become longer because my preferences became more specific. I watched that movie on #NOFAP and the reason which made me quit was because of the dopamine release timeframe.
Dopamine keeps getting released until you climax, when you do coke it lasts for 15- 30 min but when you fap it can last for hours
My sessions were 1h plus with 30 tabs open,
straight up <<yeah i bet it was straight up you homo
I've seen it all with many occasions where I was disgusted with myself, I had some out of this world post nut clarity moments
Told my girl I was going to quit porn and she welcomed me like a lost sheep coming home
She knew about the habit (addiction) and was okay with it
as long as the piping down stayed A+. I'm not saying I'm a sex god but porn did teach me a thing or two.
Told her for me to make this work I need access to the p*ssy at all times
and she was like "you got it, when you want it it's yours"
It's been a week since I quit fapping and I'm fukking 2 times a day

In the 10 years we're together it only happend 4 times that I was able to fukk 2 times now it's been a week straight.
Evertyhing I watch is triggering me, youtube videos are

checking IG is

JBO is

. Went to a job interview and the chick was a butterface but still my dikk was like
How do you single brehs do it? I could never succeed in this if I was single