Yeah. I'm just really tired. Like not physically. God I wish I could be like yall and use drugs or drink alcohol to boost my self esteem up instead of having to rely on my mind to do so. Like I'm just tired of being my own cheer me up person in general. I'ma go on but I just feel like shyt I might just collapse like that and not get up breh cuz my mind gon be like"nikka im done cheering ourselves up im quitting on ya goodbye"
No I don't want to off myself
start listening at 2:31......
cowards do that... and that aint you... YOURE BETTER THAN THAT.
"nikka im done cheering ourselves up im quitting on ya goodbye"



