I don't think that's about wanting to live around white people.
It's more about not walking away given the sacrifices your people have made.
If you have something invested, it's very difficult to walk away.
I'm a product of the diaspora. I have no land of my own.

fukk Canada i was 1st called a ****** by a drive by cracker in good ole Canada while riding my bicycle when i was 18. Yea its parts where u can leave your door open @ night but those cacs are just as racist down here in the states if not more.
This happened in toronto too shot 1st then tazed afterwards .......
In pre-school some kids used to tease me about how my palms were different color from my hands.
I was first called a monkey/gorilla in kindergarten.
The first time I was really called a n!gger was in 6th grade.
It was a kid named Adam Barlow. I'll never forget his face when he said it. I remember him yelling that word to me in the hall way outside of the band area.
I went into the instrument storage area and cried alone.
You're lucky it took 18 years for that to happen.