It’s crazy how numb I am now

Harry Sax

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im sitting in the church pews at my gpas wake and I literally have no sad emotions...I’m actually ready to go

I lost so many ppl over the years including my grandma, my uncle got murdered..those 2 especially my uncle probably got me feeling like this

Outside of my mama, kids, close friends, daddy unite and one of my other uncles...I don’t think I can feel those emotions again

He been sick for a year, I’m the one who called the ambulance when he was barely responsive one morning ....I wasn’t even staying at the house like that, and the one night I did when I got up in the morning he was slumped n shyt...this was August of last year and he’s been in the hospital and rehabs since...I used see him bout 2-3 times a week take him mail, take him food, run errands for him n shyt...but I just don’t feel it :yeshrug:

Anybody else feel like this ?
 

Hawaiian Punch

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It happens breh. Stop being selfish and be there for the other people hurting instead of focusing on what you not feeling.
 

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Yeah.

Life has made me and many others this way.

I never feel a thing :manny:
 
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