@JudgeJoeGorilla we are probably alike in many ways and I'm telling you don't get too invested on this site
There is a coli collective and if you don't follow the rules and drink the koolaid you will always be an outsider on here
What I do is I state my case but I'm just on here to keep up on news and shoot the shyt and pass some time when I'm not on YouTube or doing other shyt to relax from work
I would advise to just add the Coli to one of many sites you check weekly and that's about it. In and of itself the Coli is not a place where you can organize or mobilize/inspire our people
If it was then some productive shyt would have popped off by now
Let go of the dream breh