

So lemme understand this “logic”.
Black dudes called u ugly growing up. They called u ugly b/c many of them have internalized self-hate from living in WHITE western countries where WHITE culture and WHITE beauty standards convey the flawed idea that the closer you are phenotypically to any physical traits of WHITENESS, the more beautiful u are. And the farther you are from WHITE beauty standards, the uglier you are. WHITES have inundated us with positive imagery of themselves and negative images of us to reinforce these false myths of WHITE superiority resulting in racial insecurities and self-hate amongs ethnic groups who aren’t WHITE.
WHITES are raised in this environment and WHITES maintain this standard either explicitly with racial insults or implicitly by their failure to acknowledge and hold other WHITES accountable in their own race.
Soooooooo knowing all of that....you gon jump out of the frying pan into the fire?
Stop being fake. If u can gloss over the uncanny resemblance between ur husband and his ancestors who may have stood around and watched ur ancestors being hung from a tree, then you can get over being roasted in grade school.
But stop being fake and pretending that is what pushed you to the other side. Because the shyt is stupid. I have been posting here since 2015. I’ve mentioned dating dudes of other races several times since I started posting here (which is why my “exposal” thread was hilarious..but I digress). If anybody asks me why I went out with different dudes, I don’t have a fukkin sob story. Ain’t no “da evil blk man did me wrong!!!” It’s really simple shyt. They were cute, didn’t seem like racist sociopaths, they simping. That’s it. No trauma. Nobody used and abused me. No after school special. No big blk bougeyman made me feel bad. Nope. So non-blks don’t have any special value to me. And to be honest non-blk dudes have just as much fukkery, if not more than blk dudes do b/c men are men. So that white savior shyt is just stupid and a cop out.
But why all the extra shyt? Why the lining up according to skin tone and “Brad made me feel pretty” and “Dey submissive” and “blks picked on me”?
Why? Because deep down inside, she dating that dude for attention and validation. Hell it ain’t even about whites anymore. She just want the boy who didn’t want her growing up to look at her now.
And the hilarious part about the shyt is that the nikkas who roasted her—(IF they roasted her b/c a lotta people be hijacking struggles for attention but that’s another thread)—them dudes gone!

They living their lives, fukkin hoes, doin the most. But she still outchea trying to use white peen as a prop for attention.
People turn their own relationships into fetishes and then wanna whine and complain about people talking shyt when u being extra.
You can’t make this shyt make sense.