Just Realized Something Depressing About Myself

[ℒℴѵℯJay ELECTUA]

in moderation my man..

 

[ℒℴѵℯJay ELECTUA]

At you remembering a 5 yr old threads, u nikkas need to log off sometimes.

shyt!!! lol

 

[Dont@Me]

you just haven't found a hobby that you are passionate about enough that you can enjoy without an altered state of mind, it's all good.

 

[kaiOogway]

Been drinking and smoking way too much I wanna stop..but the thought of facing life sober is just pure fukkery

 

[bogey_j]

you just haven't found a hobby that you are passionate about enough that you can enjoy without an altered state of mind, it's all good.

what's your hobby breh? cuz if anything all my hobbies are only enhanced by drugs & alcohol

 

[kaiOogway]

i'm high right now

Take that take that

 

[KingTut]

I used to smoke 5+ times a day up until about 3 months ago. I would wake up, load up a bowl and take a hit then go to class for a few hours. Come back from class and take another hit or skip smoking and go to work kinda sober. Come home from work and hit that shyt again, go on a walk with my dog, play some xbox, take another hit, make dinner and chill with my girl then take one last hit before bed. I realized that shyt was making me kinda lazy and fukking with my anxiety so I had to give it up. I think this was my 4th time quitting weed but it was definitely the easiest. I never lasted more than a couple weeks before. I'm done with that shyt for good until it's legalized here in TX which will never happen so I'll probably never smoke again.

 

[Dont@Me]

what's your hobby breh? cuz if anything all my hobbies are only enhanced by drugs & alcohol

Gym/fitness & music.

You may just be mentally obsessed with the idea that it only enhances it and are unable to fully indulge in the actual hobby.
Your thoughts while doing something passionate about "shouldn't" be, "damn...this would be better high". It should be fully immersed in the topic at hand.
You probably need some abstinence to recircuit your neural pathways in your brain and that would be the normal state.

 

[KravenMorehead™]

I think your real problem is money.

It's mine too, anyway...

 

[O.T.I.S.]

I stay high on painkillers so

 

[bogey_j]

Gym/fitness & music.

You may just be mentally obsessed with the idea that it only enhances it and are unable to fully indulge in the actual hobby.
Your thoughts while doing something passionate about "shouldn't" be, "damn...this would be better high". It should be fully immersed in the topic at hand.
You probably need some abstinence to recircuit your neural pathways in your brain and that would be the normal state.

i've had about 6 months without weed and about a month without alcohol. time ain't helping much. I miss weed (and to a lesser extent, alcohol) more than ever

 

[Big Boda]

 

[Ghost Utmost]

Man. People who are 'high on life' are boring as sh;t. Think of someone you know who 'doesn't need that to have fun' Ain't they lame? I respect the fact that they are well adjusted and smarter than me, I just cannot connect with them for more than 120 seconds without wanting to flee.

Lil Wayne lost his magic when he sobered up. Eminem went from *meh* to I can only assume he stopped doing drugs.

Iono brehz. It's almost like you have to choose sober sanity or chemically induced coolness. The middle path..?

 

[Richard Ayoade]

Get a job.
Make money.
Travel.
Suckle the Booty.

 

[TLR Is Mental Poison]

Man. People who are 'high on life' are boring as sh;t. Think of someone you know who 'doesn't need that to have fun' Ain't they lame? I respect the fact that they are well adjusted and smarter than me, I just cannot connect with them for more than 120 seconds without wanting to flee.

Lil Wayne lost his magic when he sobered up. Eminem went from *meh* to I can only assume he stopped doing drugs.

Iono brehz. It's almost like you have to choose sober sanity or chemically induced coolness. The middle path..?

I think straightedge folks are lame but if you need drugs to enjoy being awake you have a problem.