Yeah, I feel this way. People don't understand that he pretty much vanished. He's a complete stranger to me and I'm only 22 and he's in his 50's so it's a lot of weight on my shoulders.
I feel as if something happens to him in the streets it'll be my fault tho.
My dad left 3 kids to a woman at when I was 5, I saw him once again at like 16 and heard from again in my 20's when he went to jail and temporarily found god...Was told he was dead and then saw him on Facebook. As much as I hate what he did and have no respect for him outside of giving me life. If he needed help I'd probably at least look into it if I had the means and it wasnt a danger to myself what I've worked to build up or others.
A parent is a parent no matter how crappy.





