Wow @Dooby has to be the worst poster
I wonder what he's up to now.
Wow @Dooby has to be the worst poster
Lame, weirdo. I'm sure these words had nothing to do with this shooting spree.
He has self hatred as a young child. He mentions feeling inferior to white people and not feeling like he belonged among "normal white people"
“I was different because I am of mixed race. I am half White, half Asian, and this made me different from the normal fully-white kids that I was trying to fit in with.”
He dies his hair blonde as an attempt to fit in, after he mentions he thought blonded haired people were more beautiful and he claims he's always envied them and adored them
He then starts lusting after white women blonde in his teens, he once puberty hit. He specifically mentions WHY (he makes note somewhere in
his manifesto that he starts realizing that social hierarchies exist in this
world.. His words) .. Because he feels having a white women will make him less Asian and elevate him in society. He notes that dating a blonde haired women will make him even amongst white men or mAybe even superior in this social hierarchy that exists.
He realizes that in this social hierarchy that exists that
white men/women are at the top
Asians are a step down
Hispanics are lower
Blacks are at the bottom
He's somewhere in between because he's mixed with white and Asian. He feels inferior yet superior at the same time.
Where did he learn this from? His parents? Maybe it was an observation of the world and how certain races are treated.. This was something he learned from some place, from somewhere.
His racism is anger born from his personal self hatred, social hierarchies and the entitlement of such that left him feeling more entitled to white girls than full asians because he's half white, more entitled to white women than Hispanics and blacks because amongst this unspoken social hierarchy rule that exists they are lower than him.
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Hes a product of so many fukking things wrongs in our culture.
Got this shyt playing in the background while browsing the coli.at 42:00
Oh he did accept it and look what happened. He internalized it so much that it led to this. Lives are now lost. Hope he gets jail time.FOH with that talk. nikka was a lame and weirdo and he should've accepted that.![]()