Let me share my story about how I almost killed a dude

[Tunez]

 

[Hijo de luna]

So they won the 250k in civil? Damn, so where your parents now?

They didn't get it. We paid the medical bills. I believe it all ended up being somewhere in the neighborhood of $75k. Both parents remarried. Started new lives. They still support me to the fullest. Mom dukes told me she would give her life for me, a house didn't mean anything to her

 

[Ronnie Lott]

You did all that over a bytch that was lettin some white dude smash

 

[RubioTheCruel]

Thanks for sharing that Op
One wrong decision can ruin your whole life
And other people's lives too

My son is only 6 but I've already started ingraining in him that his actions can have long term and sometimes unintended consequences

 

[Drip Bayless]

Damn man. Thats why you can't let this system get a crack at you. As a black man all it takes is one time and it's over for you. Even if you serve a relatively short sentence that felony on your record means forget about any goals you have. I talk a lot of good shyt, but Im really not a violent person. Don't get me wrong I'll handle mine if someone run up on me, but I prefer to get what I want by other means cause a lot of the time it's a lose/lose situation. I done seen too many dudes swallowed up by the beast to be let myself become another number

 

[Hijo de luna]

You did all that over a bytch that was lettin some white dude smash

She was my first taste of p*ssy breh

 

[Pazzy]

I agree. Anger management is the way to go. I will admit that personally, I am one of those emotional rollercoaster, sensitive, quick tempered, paranoid, have thoughts the moment I get rubbed the wrong way and try to hide that shyt or cover it up. Most people think im a nice guy because thats the way i try to come off to hide whats really going on. Not that much people know about it. The thing with that is it just becomes some pent up shyt which if not checked or being conscious of it, it can slip out where people can see that anger and aggressiveness. I'm trying to figure out how to manage my feelings in a better way besides writing and talking outloud in the shower or talking to myself alone where im able to let it go or cool down. It's always been hard. Haven't done any violent shyt like you but afraid I might and don't want to hurt anybody or go to jail.


I have a conscience and wouldn't want to do anything fukked up to anybody simply because they got me upset over whatever. However, at times, I do feel like I'm pushed and might end up pushing it saying or possibly conspiring to do some hurtful things to get back at them so they can feel as hurt as i do.

I feel that being a black male in a society like this. We can't express our emotions, any pains and hurts we feel without being ridiculed. We constantly have this weight on our backs to be tough and express disapproval through physical means. It's expected of us though that in itself is some racist stereotypical shyt. Even going to a shrink and seeking therapy is frowned on where people will do some diverging shyt so you get worse. It sucks. At times, I want to let out my anger, cry a river, and etc but I cant get myself to as I don't know how to so when I feel overwhelmed I go right to sleep.

 

[WaveMolecules]

Thanks for sharing. Was having thoughts regarding a particular person. Id never touch this person but im glad this thread was here to remind me.

 

[Johnny Tightlips]

Did she ever explain why she let dude grab her titty

this.

you should have punched her not him, he doesnt owe you nothing she does..

 

[Sucka T.]

 

[TXTrill1]

You did all that over a bytch that was lettin some white dude smash

And not only that...he snuck dude too

 

[Rozay Oro]

I came in this thread interested until I saw that fukkin script you typed up

Not about to spend my lunch reading duck tales nikka

See OP you inconsiderate as fukk, condense that shyt the fukk down

 

[Rozay Oro]

@Alucard @WaveMolecules you fakkits negged me over a gif

 

[Rozay Oro]

@BeeCityRoller youre a fakkit

 

[Verbal Kint]

So basically your girl was a hoe and you almost ruined your life because of it