Smokin Rider
I been official
Is it damaged beyond repair to try to rekindle or work thing so out?
Idk breh, she broke up with me back then after 6 months of dating and a year of friendship before that from meeting her thru a mutual friend, but she left saying I'm more in love with her than she is with me
.It was real good while it was good but real bad when it was bad. She said she's open to getting back together again in the future but says its gods will, says I'm too jealous at the moment, which was true. I threatened some dude at her work who was tryna holler at her. Never abusive to her tho, just over protective at the time. Never met someone I connected with so much and she is a vulnerable introvert who hardly leaves the house so when she said some dude was harassing her I wanted to beat his ass but it only made her life and her work life more difficult. I realize my mistakes now. Like I said we still kick it tho, she paid for us to watch lion king yesterday after not seeing her for a month.

And another thing everytime I've causally dated someone else since then she gets emotional, asking if I'm gonna just forget about her now, I tell her "nah I could never but what you tryna say?" and she say dont forget about her or lose her, cause you never know
and I end up leaving them after too long
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I got to smash a couple times, but I realized later on I was a rebound
It ain't happening again