Not a good idea for a man who professes to believe in the Lord friend.

Obviously i wont stand in your way if you want to open your heart to demons to hurt someone and potentially crush whatever family he may or may not have but its something to think about. Its better to let it go because as men, at some point in our lives we've done something to warrant our lives being ruined and our careers being reduced to shambles. Lets be thankful we have the ability to earn a living for the people we love, let go of the past, put it in Gods hands and keep it moving, friend
Luke 6:27
“But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,
James 4:7
Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
Isaiah 54:17
No weapon that is fashioned against you shall succeed, and you shall confute every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord and their vindication from me, declares the Lord.”
1 Peter 5:8
Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.