She wasn't just a jumpoff she was the main stem as far as my jumps go, she always came first, and treated me with the same respect, buying me groceries, checking on to give me "love" at my office and all, I'm literally shedding a tear over here, If my old lady treated me with 20% of the love she treated me with, I wouldn't need jumpoffs anymore, and the funny thing is that was my intent when I first met her, unfortunately she placed herself in that situation, and I was enjoying my cake and eating it. Now that love may be gone.................